FOLLOW UP

OKOK...FEW DAYS BACK WENT OUT WITH MA WERKING FWENS...TOUR LIKE THE WHOLE SINGAPORE..HAHA...THEN TO CUT IT SHORT..OUR LAST DESTINATION WAS AT GEYLANG..DEN WE TOOK A CAB FRM GEYLANG. THE DRIVER WAS EXTREMELY FUNNY WHEN HE STARTED TO TALK ABT THE PROS IN GEYLANG..HE THOUGHT WE WENT THERE TO GEYLANG TO FUCK GAL...HAHAHA...DEN WE JUS LISTEN TO ALL HIS EXPERIENCE HAVING SEX WITH MANY2 PPL...HAHAHA...TOTALLY HILARIOUS..

ABT THE ENGAGEMENT THINGY..HAHAHA..FINALLY IM MORE RELIEVED...HER MUM DECIDED NOT TO GET US ENGAGED NXT YEAR...DAMN GD FEELIN I HAVE SIA...BUT THE BAD THING IS...SHE XPECT US TO GET MARRIED IN ABT 3 YRS TYME...HAIYA...ONE AFTER ANOTHER..EVEN MA MUM AGREED ABT THE 3 YRS TYME..WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON MAN...ITS TOO EARLY..BUT TO THINK FAR..ITS GD..HAHA...DONT NEED TO XPLAIN IT HERE..HEHE

WAN WENT TO CGH COZ COTTON BUD WAS STUCK IN HIS EAR...IS THAT FUNNI OR WAT SIA...HAHAHAHAHAHA...BUT WAN THANK GOD U R OK MAN..BUT AGAIN..ITS STILL FUNNI...HW CAN THAT THING GOT STUCK IN UR EARS MAN...WAN2...

IM HAPPIE IM HAPPIE IM HAPPIE.....OHH YAHH..TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF THIS YEAR....TOM IS ANOTHER YEAR...TYME FLIES SO FAST...TOO FAST MAN...TONYTE ALSO NO PLAN...HAIX...MA WERKING FWENS ASKED ME TO JOIN THEM..WHICH MEANS I CANT MEET MA GF AND MA FWENS...DILEMA...

STILL NT SLEEPING???

ITS 0214 N IM STILL NT ASLEEP...WAS WAITING FOR AINI MSG BUT SHE DIDNT REPLY COZ SHE FELL ASLEEP...I WAS DAMN WORRIED...AIYO...NW CANNOT SLEEP...THNK GOD DEE WAS ONLINE CAN CHAT WITH HER...HAHA...DEE....IM STILL SMILLING...HAAHAHA...NVM2..WILL BLOG MORE SOON...NW JUST LITTLE UPDATE...GT ALOT TO SAY...APEK TAXI LA...ABT THE ENGAGEMENT THINGY...MA MUM...MA WREK..MA WERKING FWENS...ABT WAN WENT TO CGH...EMERGENCY...HAHAHHA...SOON2 WILL UPDATE

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!..HAHAHA

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE CHRISTIANS!!

BEEN A LONG TYME SINCE I UPDATE MA BLOG..ITS EITHER I GT NO TYME OR I GT NTH TO SAY..ON CHRISTMAS EVE IS MUST GO WERK BUT LUCKY IT WAS IN THE MORNING SO AT NIGHT IM STILL FREE...LAST MIN MAKE SOME PLANS TO OVERNYTE AT PASIR RIS BEACH...ZAM AINI AND TED CONFERM COMING BUT AINI FWENS LAST MIN SAY COMING AND AFTER BUYING THE FOODS..ONLY THEN THEY MAKE ANOTHER LAST MIN PLAN TO GO ORCHARD...SO LEFT ONLY THE 4 OF US...HAHAHA..

IN THE MRNG PLAYED PANIC N WERE LAUGHING OUR HEARTS OUT...HAHA..BEEN A LONG TYME SINCE I LAUGH LIKE THAT..CAME HOME THIS AFTERNOON AT 2+...TIRED SIA...WAS TOLD BY WAN TO MEET FOR A MOVIE BUT WHEN I WOKE UP ZAM TOLD ME HE MEETING HIS NS FWENS....SO I ASSUMED ITS CANCEL N CONTINUE TO SLEEPIN..HEHEHE...

WOKE UP AND FOUND MASELF HAVIN FEVER..DAMN SIA...N MA BODY VERY WEAK..TOOK PANADOL N CHAT WITH AINI...SHE SAY IM SWEET AND ROMANTIC?..HRMM...NONSENSE LA...ALL THIS SWEET TALK..HAHA...ITS TRUE OK CAN ASK AINI..I NEVER SWEET TALK HER..ITS HER ALL THIS WHILE...AHAHA..

OK..FORGET ABT SMTH...THE DAY WHEN WE WENT TO SIM LOM...LATER THAT NYTE WHEN SLACKING WITH AINI...SHE TOLD ME SMTH...HER MUM WANTS US TO GET ENGAGED NEXT YEAR...HAHAHA,,,I WAS LIKE...WTH!...CANNT AND DONT WANT SIA...FURTHERMORE MA MUM DONT BELIEVE IN GETTING ENGAGED...GT MONEY..STRAIGHT GET MARRIED...BETTER LIKE THAT...THANK GOD HER MUM DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ELSE..HAHA...

ALL THE WAY AT HOME

I WAS AT HOME TODAY FOR THE WHOLE DAY YET GT NTH TO BLOG...HAHHA...I ALSO DONNO WAD TO SAY SIA...NVM LA WILL BLOG WHEN I GT SMTH TO SAY...

WHY WHY WHY

Y DO I CHANGE MA PASSWERD AND MA ADD?..HRMM...NT BCOZ I HAPPILY WANNA CHANGE..SOME PPL JUST CANT SEE ME HAPPIE....PREVIOUS I PLACE A PASSWERD IN MA BLOG COZ MA X INTRUDE INTO MA BLOG AND D SMTH STOOPID...AFTER I PLACE A PASSWERD I DO NOT KNOW HW BT IT HAPPENED AGAIN...I DONT WANNA SAY WHO LA BT ITS OK..MY DAY WILL COME...

TODAY ON LEAVE...HAHAA....SIT AT HOME....WEE....TOMORROW AFTERNOON SHIFT...DEN 2 DAYS OFF AGAIN...HAHAA....GREAT MAN...YESTERDAY WENT OUT WITH ZAM DIR AND DEE...WENT OUT TO EAT DEN WALK2 AT SIM LIM...AFTER THAT WENT THE ART HOUSE TO MEET DESMOND TO WATCH RUBY PERFORM BUT SAD TO SAY WHEN WE ARRIVE, SHE ALREADY FINISHED HER SHOW ALL BCOZ OF DESMOND...HAHAHA...WE MET HER FOR AWHILE N WE SET OFF TO CITY HALL TO MEET TIPAH...

ON THE WAY BACK HOME SAT LU AYY WITH HIS 2 COUSINS...HAHAHA...KEEP DISTURBING HIM ALL THE WAY..HIS COUSINS WAS ALSO LAUGHING AT HYM WHEN WE DISTURB HIM...HAHA...FUNNI LA....DEN ALIGHTED AT TAMPINES N SLACK AT SUN PLAZA WITH AINI...TILL ABT 3 OR 4 PLUS..DEN ONLY WE WENT HOME...

THAT WAS THE FIRST TYME AINI WAS SCREENED BY A POLICE OFFICER ON DUTY N SHE IS VERY SCARED..HAHA...SMALL STUFF ONLY ALSO SCARED....THERE ARE LIKE 2 POLICE OFFICER THERE SO I THINK THAT THINGS WILL JUST BE FINE...

DONT JUST TRUST ANIONE

RECENTLY JUST CHECK MA EYESIGHT...IT INCREASED...DAMN IT SIA...NO BOTH MA EYES ARE 100 EACH...THATS THE REASON Y U PPL MUST NOT STARE AT THE COM FOR TOO LONG..HEHE

IM SUPPOSE TO TRUST THE CIRCLE OF FWENS THAT I HAD..BUT SAD N REALLY SAD TO SAY THAT I HAVE A TRAITOR AMONG THEM...THE PERSON WHO WILL STAB ME IN THE BACK...IS MA OWN FWEN...SAD..REALLY SAD...BUT NVM....IM HAPIE WITH MA LIFE...SHOULDN'T GET MASELF ANGRY OVER THIS KIDA STUFF...

GOING FOR DINNER AND DANCE ON THE 6..WOOHOOO...HAHHA...AND SEE HOW COZ MA SOC SIDE ALSO INVITED ME TO DINNER AND DANCE...HAHA...ON THE SAME MNTH...IS THAT GREAT OR WHAT?...AHHAHA..

DAMN TIRED MAN!!

THIS PASSED FEW DAYS HAVE NOT BEEN SLEEPING WELL..MOST OF THE TYME SLEPT FOR LESS THAN 6 HOURS..DONNO LA WHATS BOTHERING MA MIND....JUST HOPE THAT I WILL GO AWAY SOON COZ I REALLY CANT TAKE IT..I NEED A PEACEFUL SLEEP...IM JUST THINKING OF SMTH THAT IM UNSURE OF...

THAT DAY WENT OUT ROUNDINGS WITH AINI FWNS...FOUN OUT THAT ONE OF DEM IS VERY FAMILIAR...USED TO BE IN THE SAME SCH...WHAT A SMALL WERLD...THEN FEW DAYS ALTER WENT ROUNDING WITH MA WERKING FWENS...WE WENT ALMOST EVERYWHERE AND REACHED HOME ABT 7 IN THE MRNG...EVEN THAT I WOKE UP AT 10 IN THE MRNG..HAIX...

RECENTLY AINI GAVE ME A GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT...SHE TOLD ME NOT TO GO BACK TO MA PAST...DRINKING..PUBS..CLUBS..PLAYER..ETC..SHE WANTED ME TO CHANGE...N SO I DID..BUT ONLY THAT DAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT YES SHE WANTED ME TO GIVE HER TYME BUT THAT DAY SHE PROVE TO ME THAT SHE IS HOLDING ON TO HER PAST..YES..NOT JUST THINK...BUT HOLD ON...HW TO CHANGE WHEN U R STILL HOLDING ON TO IT?...DEE TOLD ME TO GIVE HER TYME..THERE IS NO CHANGES...HAIX..I DONT WISH TO WRITE DWN WHAT SHE EXACTLY SAY..SO NVM LA...

THIS FARAH KEEP MSG ME...BTW FARAH IS MA X...SHE KNOES IM ATTACHED..BUT KEEP MSGING ME SAYING THAT SHE MISS ME LA...Y I LEAVE HER LA...SHE CANNOT TAKE IT ANIMORE LA...I JUST DONT REPLY TO HER MSGES..LET IT BE JUST LIKE THAT...COZ IF I REPLY..IT WILL CONFERM TURN OUT BAD..

IS IT COOL OR WHAT?

KEEP LOOKIN AT THE BOTTOM LEFT N U WILL NOE Y

I THINK HE DESERVES THIS

STOMACH ACHE LA!!

I GOT STOMACH ACHE..DAMN ATE SARDINE WITH CHILI...TOO HOT LA..DEN MA STOMACH PAIN SIA..ARGHHH!!...

SHE BOUGHT ME THIS NIKE BAG...HAHA..THANK U VERY MUCH DEAR..BUT NXT TYME DONT WASTE MONEY ON ME OKIE?...

WAS FIGHTING WITH MA MUM RIGHT NOW...HAHAHA...EACH OF US R TRYING TO MAKE WHAT WE SAY A POINT FOR US...HAHA..FUNNI LA SHE..

I LOVE MA LIFE NW...LOTS OF PPL ARE MAKING ME OR MA LIFE HAPPIE...THNX THNX..

WENT TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE

YESTERDAY WAS REALLY A HECTIC DAY FOR ME...WORK WAS LIKE WATER FROM A RUNNING TAB...IT WONT STOP COMING...AFTER THAT MSG ZAM COZ EARLIER HE MSG ASKIN WANTING TO SLACK BUT I COULD NOT REPLY AS I WAS DAMN BZ...BUT LATER AINI MSG ME ASKIN ME WEATHER I WANNA JOIN HER AND HER FWENS DRIVE ARD..TO MAKE HER HAPPIE...I JOIN LA..COZ I NOE SHE WANTS ME TO MEET HER FWENS..AFTER MEETING DEM WE WENT GEYLANG TO EAT DURIAN..DEN WENT MT FABER AND HENDERSON WAVES....AND LASTLY TO SIMPANG BEDOK..MET TED THERE...AND SAW MA BRO THERE TOO...HAHAHA...AFTER THAT SENT AINI HOME AND MSG NIZAM TO MEET...ITS LIKE WAD?...3AM IN THE MRNG..HAHAHA...

WHEN I REACHED HOME..TALK TO AINI FOR AWHILE AND WENT TO SLEEP....THOUGHT OF GOIN OUT TODAY BUT IS RAINING...SO DONNO LA...SEE HW...AINI'S MUM ASKED US TO GO TO HER FAMILY CHALET...HRMM...

THOUGHT OF GOIN FOR A PICNIC WITH MA FWENS BUT THE WEATHER DOES NOT ALLOW WTH...DONNO SIA WHERE TO GO..NW DEE AND AINI ARE CHATTING AT MSN...YAH LA..THEY ALWAYS CHAT AT MY TAG BOX...SO NW LET THEM CHAT AT MSN LA...

DEE WHEN R U GOIN FOR UR DATE???...HAHAHAH...CAN HUG2...KISS2...HOLD HANDS...HAHA....DEN FEW MNTHS TYME GET MARRIED...HAHAHAHAHA

WENT TO TAKE A LOOK

YESTERDAY ME AND AINI WENT TO COURTS TO TAKE A LOOK ON THIS LAPTOP ACER ASPIRE 2920...ITS NT THAT BAD LOOKIN AND SELLING FAST..MOST PROBABLY WILL BE GOIN AGAIN TO BUY IT THIS SUN...THNX TO DEE WHO GAVE ME THAT IDEA...THNX EH DEE!!...

AFTER THAT SAT WITH AINI AND WE TALK ABT THINGS THAT WE SHULD BE TALKIN...SHE IS ALWAYS THINKIN NEGATIVE...N IM ON THE OTHER SIDE TRY TO MAKE HER THINK POSITIVE..N IT DOES NOT SOUND THAT EASY OK...CAN ANIONE GAVE ME IDEA ON HOW TO DO IT?...SHE STILL THINK THAT HER PAST WILL COME HAUNTIN HER AGAIN...I HAVE RAN OUT OF IDEAS ON WHAT TO DO...ANY HELP DESK I CAN CALL?....HAHA...HER PARENTS WAS AN EASY TASK FOR ME TO SOFTEN THEIR HEARTS TO ALLOW ME AND AINI DATE...BUT AINI IS ONE HARD NUT TO CRACK..

FEW DAYS BACK WENT TO WERK AS PER NORMAL ONLY THAT I TOOK THE BUS FOR FREE!!..HAHA...NO NO NO NOT THAT I DIDNT TAP...BUT THE MACHINE ITSELF WAS NOT WERKING..AND THE DRIVER JUST ALLOW US TO GO IN..WEE!!...I SOUND LIKE A KIASU SPOREAN...

DAMN IT LA

NO BONUS...SHIT SHIT SHIT.....ALL THE THINGS I WANNA BUY MUST PUT ON HOLD...HAIX...HRMM...WORK WAS VERY FUN...AND ALSO VERY TIRING...CAME BACK AT 9++ IN THE MRNG BUT WOKE UP AT 1++..SHIT RYTE?....Y LA I CANNOT SLEEP FOR A LONG TYME LIKE SOME OTHER PPL....HRMM..GT NTH MUCH TO SAE LA..SO THAT ALL LA...

HAPPIE BDAE HAIDIR!!

TIRED!!!

FOR THIS PASS FEW DAYS IM VERY TIRED...I WILL USUALLY FEEL SLEEPY AT SUCH EARLY HOURS....N ITS REALLY NOT FAIR COZ WHEN AINI IS TALKING I WOULD FALL ASLEEP...ITS NT THAT HER STORIES ARE BORING...JUST THAT IM VERY TIRED...IM SORRY....SINCE I PUT MA PIC WITH AINI ON FWENSTER...BOTH MA X VIEWED MA FWENSTER...HAHA...BUT TOO BAD FOR THEM ITS PRIVATE..

WENT TO HAVE DINNER AT HER PLACE....I WAS REALLY FEELING VERY AWKWARD...BUT HER PARENTS SEEMED NICE TO ME...THE REALLY FUNNI THING HEER DAD ASK ME WAS..."FIRDAUS SUKE ANAK CIK?" HE ASK ME WEATHER I LIKE HIS DAUGHTER OR NT....I COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING LA...I JUST SMILE...N LOOOK DOWN...DEN CAME HER MOTHER N SAYS..."KALAU DIAM MAKNE NYER SETUJULA TU" MEANING SILENCE MEANS YES....I FEEL LIKE I WANNA BURST OUT LAUGHING SIA...BUT I CONTROL...HAHHAHA

RECENTLY WENT TO THE BEACH TO TAKE A WALK THERE...ITS A DAMN BAD IDEA...COZ MA HOLD BODY BECAME ITCHY...MA HANDS N FEET WAS BEING BITTEN BY MOSQUITOES...N THEY LEFT A NASTY SIGHT...LIKE HAVING CHICKEN POX...DAMN IT..

WORK IS REALLY BEING A LOT OF BURDEN...I CAN ONLY HAVE 3 DAYS LEAVE...N I DONT THINK ITS ENUFF...N THIS MNTH BONUS STILL UNSURE WEATHER I WILL GET OR NOT...HRMMM...

I WANNA BUY A LAPTOP FOR MA SELF...A NEW WATCH...UPDATE MA PSP GAME..WANNA BUY A NEW BAG...NEW PAIR OF SPECS...FLIP FLOPS..HAHAH...SO MANY THINGS...

BEEN GOIN OUT MOST OF THE TYME

EVER SINCE IM IN A RELATIONSHIP...ALMOST EVERYDAY WE HAD BEEN MEETING...SPENDING ALOT OF TIME TOGETHER...RECENTLY WATCHED BOND IN CINEMA..WAS GREAT MOVIE..AND ITS SLIGHTLY BETTER THAN THE FIRST ONE..

ELMA GOT TO KNOE THAT IM DATING HER CHILDHOOD FWEN..N YAH SHE WAS SHOCKED...HAHA...SHE CALLED ME AT NIGHT AND TOLD ME SHE WAS REALLY SURPRISED THAT OF ALL GALS IT WAS AINI...HAHAHA..SHE TOLD ME THAT AINI IS A NICE GAL..SO IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN IN THE RELATIONSHIP..IT WOULD BE MA FAULT...ELMA ALSO SAYS THAT SHE IS NOT LIKE MA OTHER XS...SHES MUCH MORE BETTER...

WENT TO MEET MA FINANCIAL ADVISOR...WAS PLANNING FOR MA FUTURE....ABT MA SAVINGS AND ABT MA INSURANCE...IF EVERYTHING GOES AS PLAN...IM ABLE TO GET MARRIED IN 5 YRS TYME...HAHAHA...IT ALSO DEPENDS ON HOW THINGS GOES LA...

LAST SUNDAY MA FWENS FINALLY MET MA GF...I HAVE YET TO ASK ABT THEIR COMMENTS ON HER COZ MOST OF THEM ARE IN CAMP..I REALLY HOPE THAT THEY LIKE HER...MOST OF THE TYME WE WERE LIKE LAUGHING AS ZAM N DIR WAS ALWAYS DISTURBING ME N HER...HAHA..

FLASH MOBS

THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING...REALLY LOVE THIS KINDA ACTIVITIES..HAHAHAHA

THINGS JUST HAPPEN TOO FAST

OK Y DO I SAY THINGS HAPPEN TO FAST?...COZ AS MUCH AS I DONT WANNA RUSH INTO RELATIONSHIP...THESE THINGS JUST RUSHED INTO OUR LIFE UNPLANNED. RECENTLY I WAS WAITING FOR HER AT HER PLACE WHEN SHE WENT DOWN N TOLD ME TO GO UP...AS IN GO TO HER HSE LA...HER PARENTS ASK ME TO GO UP...I WAS LIKE....NO WAY MAN...I ONLY KNOE U FOR LIKE LESS THEN A WEEK...N I ALREADY MET UP WITH HER PARENTS..SHE IS THE FIRST GAL I MET THE PARENTS IN JUST A FEW DATES...

WHEN I CAME INTO THE HSE...HER PARENTS WELCOME ME IN A FRIENDLY MANNER LA..WE DO TALK FOR AWHILE....THEY ASKED ME QNS ABT MA LIFE LA...TELL ME THINGS ABT HER..THEN WE LFT THE HSE...FROM WAD I KNOE..IF HER PARENTS DONT LIKE THE GUY SHE BRINGS HOME...THEY WILL MSG HER CAN GO OUT BUT AFTER 1 HR MUST COME HOME...SO I WAS LIKE SCARED LA..WAITING FOR THE MSG...BUT AFTER FEW HOURS STILL NO MSG...THE NEXT DAE I ASKED HER WHAT HER MUM TOLD HER..I WAS RELIEVED WHEN HER MUM IS OK...HAHAH..SHE SAID SHE LIKE MA LASHES...HAHA...AND TOLD HER NOT TO BE PETTY TOWARDS ME LA..DONT BE DEMANDING LA...ETC...

SO MUCH AS NOT TO RUCHED THINGS...ALL THIS HAPPENS...HRMM...LIFE IS REALLY UNPREDICTABLE...

STAY FOR AWHILE ONLY?

U JUST SAID U WANNA ME TO STAY AWHILE ONLY?...SO NOT FOR LONG LA?...HRMM..BUT DONT WORRY LA...LIKE I SAY TO U..I DO MEANT IT..DONT THINK OTHERWISE...

AND ELMA!....HAHAHAHA....STILL WANNA KNOW WHO THE GAL IS?...HAHAHA...SHE CALLED ME UP WHEN I WAS WERKING JUST TO ASK ME WHO THE GAL IS...HEHEHE...

TODAY MEETING HER FOR AWHILE...THANK GOD SHE STAYS NEAR BY...SO SORT OF CAN MEET ANYTYME...TO MA FWENS...I WILL LET U GUYS MEET HER ONCE WE R READY...

MY SMILES ARE BACK!

AFTER ALOT OF DOWNS IM GOING THROUGH IN MA LIFE...SUDDENLY I MANAGED TO GET UP A LIL BIT.RECENTLY I WAS ONLINE CHATTIN DEN GOT TO NOE THIS GAL WHO WAS ANGRY DUE TO WHAT HER X HAD DONE TO HER...WE TALK THERE FOR AWHILE..DEN STOPPED TALKING ABT HER X AND WE CHAT GETTING TO NOE ABT EACH OTHER..THEN WE WENT A LEVEL UP TO GO CHAT AT MSN..WE CHAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY N BEFORE WE SIGN OUT, WE XCHANGE NUMBERS...

WE KEEP MSGING EACH OTHER KEEPING EACH OTHER COMPANY ALL THE TYME..THE NEXT DAY WE PLANNED TO GO JOGGING...BUT TOO BAD IT RAINS...HAHA..DEN WE WERE LIKE DOONO WHAT TO DO N WHERE TO GO...THEN SHE ASKED ME WEATHER I WANNA GO WATCH MOVIE WITH HER..DEN I SAID OK LA...WE WATCHED MADAGASCAR..BECOZ OF HER THAT WAS MA FIRST TYME WATCHING ANIMATION IN CINEMA...NEVER HAD I WATCHED ANIMATION IN CINEMA...HAHAHHA....AFTER THE MOVIE...WE ASKED IF I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH..PASIR RIS OR CHANGI...WE WENT TO PASIR RIS...SAT DWN AT THE WATER BREAKER..N TALKED...TO BE HONEST...SHE IS THE FIRST GAL THAT I DATED I NEVER HUG N KISS...SHE IS TOO GOOD...TOO NICE FOR ME TO PLAY ARD WITH HER...SHE GT A VERY CLEAN HEART..

BECOZ OF DAT I WAS AT THE PARK TILL 11++ AND SO SO SO SO SO SORRY ZAM DIDNT MEET U...TUESDAY OKIE ZAM WE MEET...KO NI DA MCM MATAIR AKU LAK.. HAHAHHA...SHE IS WORKING AS A NURSE...SHE HAS A VERY FAIR COMPLEXION..A VERY SWEET SMILE..SHY..N MOST OF THE TYME SHE SMELL NICE..HAHA...WE R NOT RUSHING INTO A RELATIONSHIP...LETS JUST GO WITH THE FLOW..I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE ANIONE ANIMORE...NWADAYS I JUST FEEL VERY2 HAPPIE...IM ON A HAPPY SIDE..

SHULD I OR SHULD I NOT

MA X NADZIRAH WANTED TO ADD ME BACK TO FWENSTER....SHOULD I ADD HER BACK OR LEAVE IT OR REJECT HER?...HRMMM....WAD SIA?...SOMEBODY PLS..NEED HELP HERE...

IM PUTTING ON WT...

ITS BEEN MNTHS SINCE I TRAIN MASELF...N YESTERDAY WAS MA FIRST TYME WENT TO THE GYM...MA BODY IS SO WEAK THAT I HAD TO START FROM THE BEGINNING...I CARRY THE LIGHTEST WT N SLOWLY GO UP...USUALLY I CAN RUN FOR 6KM...NW A SIMPLE 1.2KM IS TIRING FOR ME,....I REALLY NEED TO GET BACK LIKE LAST TYME..IM PUTTING ON WT..MUST REALLY DO SMTH ABT IT...

IM BORED SITTING AT HOME...I GT NTH TO DO....THE ONLY THING I WILL BE DOING AT HOME IS TO SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER AND EITHER CHAT..PLAY GAME..UPDATE MA BLOG OR WATCH MOVIES. REALLY NEED TO FIND SMTH TO DO SIA....

REFLECT ON EARLIER POST

EARLIER I SAID ABT Y NS MAN WAS TREATED DIFFERENT FROM REGULARS...FROM WHAT I OBSERVE..MOST OF NS MAN USUALLY LIKE TO COMPLAINT TO SUPERVISORS..N I DO REALLY MEAN MOST....ALL THEY EVER DO IS TO COMPLAIN..REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING...SOMETYMES THEY THING IF THEY KEEP COMPLAINING THEY WOULD BE LIKE BY THE SUPERVISORS...BUT ACTUALLY THE SUPERVISORS WILL HATE THEM MORE..

I HAD A VIEW FROM A NS MAN N ALSO FROM A REGULAR...I NOE..IM ONCE A NS MAN..JUST LIKE IN MA CURRENT WERKING PLACE..THERE IS THIS 3 CHINESE BOYS..ALL THEY EVER DO IS COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN...THEY DONT LIKE THINGS THAT IS NOT LIKE THEIR WAY...N COZ OF THAT...ONLY OUR MADAM LIKE THEM..BUT THE REST OF THE TEAM DONT LIKE THEIR ATTITUDE....THEY EVEN COMPLAIN AGAINST OTHER REGULARS...

SO MA ADVISE TO U PPL WHO R READING THIS...IF U NOE U ARE ACTING LIKE THIS..STOP IT LA...PASS THIS ARD LA..ITS NT GD TO BE HATED...LIFE WILL BE BORING...WHENEVER WE HAD OUTINGS...THIS THREE 'MANGKOKS' WILL NEVER COME..COZ THEY ARE NT INVITED...SAD RYTE?...DONT BE LIKE THEM...

LIFE HAS TO GO ON

WELL LIFE IS A JOURNEY....ITS NOT A DESTINATION....SO IT WILL HAVE TO KEEP MOVIN N MOVIN REGARDLESS OF WAD HAS HAPPEN...WE CANT KEEP LOOKIN BACK AT WAD HAD HAPPEN...BUT MUST LOOK FORWARD AND MAKE THE PAST OUR LEARNING JOURNEY....

TALK TO SOME PPL WHO REALLY MAKES ME SMILE..MA WERK PPL MADE MA HAPPIE...N YAH THEY ASKED ME OUT TO JOIN THEM...FIRST TYME I WENT TO A CLUB...SO NT FAMILIAR...BUT DIDNT REALLY NJOY MUCH LA...NT MA KINDA PLACE TO HANG OUT...BUT PPL ASKED MA OUT ALREADY...RATHER THAN I JUST SIT AT HM DO NTH...MET UP WITH ALOT OF PPL...MAHIRAH..NANA...AZMIL..PUTERI..AND SOME OTHER PPL...

I JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON SMILING...THATS WAD I MUST DO NW....KEEP MASELF HAPPIE...CANNOT ALWAYS SAD2...HRMMMMM

IN LOVING MEMORIES

SHE IS THE GAL IM TALKIN ABT...NICE GAL TO BE WITH..SWEET AND ADORABLE...ALTHOUGH WE JUST GOT TO NOE EACH OTHER...THE ATTRACTION IS STRONG...EVERYTHING WAS GOIN ON FINE...UNTIL YESTERDAY...PAST FEW DAYS...WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING...COZ HER PARENTS DONT ALLOW HER TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP...SHE MADE A VERY WRONG DECISION...SHE COMMIT SUICIDE...SHE PASSED AWAY YESTERDAY...I WAS WORKING N I DONNO ANYTHING..UNTIL THIS MRNG WHEN HER SIS TOLD ME...I COULDNT STOP CRYIN...SHE TOLD ME AFTER THE BREAK UP NT TO LEAVE HER..I DID NOT LEAVE HER LIKE THAT...STILL MSG HER...BUT NW SHE LEFT ME FOREVER...N THERE IS NO WAY I CAN GET BAC WITH HER...SE SAID "CAN I STILL CALL U HUBBY AFTER WE BROKE UP?" I SAID YES..I GIVE HER EVERYTHING SHE WANTS...BUT THIS HAPPEN TO ME..BEFORE HER OPERATION SHE TOLD HER SISTER THAT HOPEFULLY SHE WONT MAKE IT..COZ SHE DONT WANNA LEAVE WITHOUT ME...I WAITED FOR A LONG TYME TO GET A GOOD GAL...WHEN I GOT ONE..GOD TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME...I WOULDNT BE THIS SAD IF ONLY I COULD MEET HER FO THE LAST TYME...THE TYME WHEN SHE REALLY NEED ME THE MOST...HAIX...I WILL NEVER FORGET HER..LOVE HER ALOT...

Y NS MENS WERE TREATED DIFFERENTLY?

Y NS MEN WAS TREATED DIFFERENTLY?...Y I SAY THIS IS BECOZ..AFTER I BECAME A REGULAR...I CAME BACK TO SOC TO TAKE BACK MY IC...EVENTUALLY THEY LOST MA DE KIT LIST SO I HAVE TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN..THERE IS THIS PLACE WHEN I GO...I HAPPEN TO BRING EMPTY SLIP OF DE KIT PAPER COZ I JUST NEED THEIR SIGNATURES..WHEN I CAME INTO THE ROOM...THE GUY WAS VERY RUDE TO ME...HE ASKED ME RUDELY AS TO Y MA PAPER WAS NOT FILLED UP..N STRAIGHT AWAY ASKED ME TO FILL UP...I COULD NT ACCEPT IT COZ HE IS SUPER RUDE..THEN I TOLD HIM THAT THEY LOST MA PAPERS...N U NOE HE SAY...SO??..MA PROBLEM AH?...I WAS SO FREAKING ANGRY THAT I RAISE MA VOICE..I DONT CARE IF HES A DSP OR WHATEVER..

THEN HE ASKED ME..I ORD AR?...DEN I TOLD HYM NO..IM A REGULAR..N I GAVE HYM MA ID...STRAIGHT AWAY HE VERY NICE...HE SAY...AIYA...Y NEVER SAY EARLIER??..COME2 I SIGN FOR U...I WAS LIKE...HUH??...WTH??...HE SAY..I THOUGHT U NS MAN..

WE ARE BOTH SERVING THE SAME ORGANISATION..NS OR REGULAR...WE ARE ALL THE SAME...BUT Y DIFF TREATMENTS?..I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS AT ALL..AS A REGULAR..NW ONLY I CAN SEE HW NS MEN WERK HARD N WHEN THEY ARE FUCK...ITS WORST..EVEN MA NS MENS MAKES MISTAKE..I TRY NT TO FUCK DEM..I WILL JUST TELL DEM SLOWLY..OR I JUST GIVE FACE...HOPEFULLY THIS WILL CHANGE..

GOT MA IC ALREADY!!

FINALLY GOT MA IC ALREADY...YAHOO...BUT FUNNY SIA WHEN I LOOK BACK AT MA OLD PIC...CANT STOP LAUGHING..WEATHER IS DAMN HOT SIA...SWEATING LIKE HELL...ALTHOUGH M A POLICE OFFICER..NW IM JUST A NORMAL CIVILIAN..I STILL GT NO WARRANT CARD..HEHE

FEW DAYS BACK I GT NTH TO DO AT WERK..SO I PRANK CALL TEDDY...AHHA...I SAID IM FROM THE STARHUB COMPANY N INFORMING HYM THAT HE WAS OUTSTANDING BILLS..WHICH FOR REAL..HE DID NOT OWE ANYTHING...AFTER A LONG TYME DEN ONLY I REVEAL MA NAME...HAHAHAHA....WAS FUNNI SIA...TEDDY2...

LAST SATURDAY WENT OUT AT TAMP CC TO WATCH TEDDY PERFORM..WE DIDNT EXPECT THE WHOLE PUNK GRP TO GO UP THE STAGE AND DO THEIR STUFF..HAHA..BUT KINDA COOL THO..MUSIC WAS NICE...NO ROWDY CROWD..DEN ZAM WENT UP TO PLAY GUITAR..AFTER AWHILE...EVEN I WENT UP THE STAGE TO PLAY WITH ZAM..FROM GIG IT BECAME JAMMING SESSION UP THERE...HAHAHA...WAS HAVIN FUN THERE...THE FUNNI THING WHEN WE WERE ON THE WAY HOME..WE SAY GD BUY TO THE MANAGER LA..DEN THIS GAL FROM ANOTHER BAND JUST REACH OUT HER HAND N ALSO SHAKE OUR HANDS...KINDA FORGET WAT HER NAME IS..HAHAHAH...

AT LEAST GT SMTH TO DO LA...TODAY NTH TO DO SIA...JUST PLAY COM N REST AT HOME...TOMORROW GT WERK...THATS ALL

GETTING USED TO IT

AFTER 3 DAYS DOING OPS ROOM AS OPERATOR..IM GETTING USE TO THE SYSTEM ALREADY..SO FAR SO GOOD LA..JUST THAT TODAY NEED TO TYPE IN LOTS OF FACTS SIA..SOME MORE VERY2 LONG..N YAH MA VOICE WAS REALLY DIFF WHEN I HEARD IT ON AIR...SICK MA...WAT TO DO..SOME SAY SEXY VOICE..HAHAHA...TIRED...VERY2 TIRED...

TOMORROW OFF DAY MIGHT BE GOING BACK SOC TO TAKE MY PINK IC..HAHA..FINALLY I WANNA TAKE..AFTER A LONG TYME..

NOW I DONNO WANNA STAY IN OPS TEAM OR GO BACK SOC...CONFUSION..

BTW BROKE UP WITH HER ALREADY...HRMM..LONG STORY

IM SICK!

DAMN SIA...FALL SICK...NOSE BLOCK LIKE HELL..THROAT SWOLLEN LIKE HELL..DAMN2...HATE THIS FEELINGS...N THE WORST THING IS TO GO WERK... BT OK LA NT THAT BAD ALSO COZ I INSIDE ROOM ALL THE WAY...STARE AT THE COM..MUST BRING LOADS OF TISSUE SIA LIKE THIS...

DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO HAV OFF DAY BUT THERE WERE MASS ARREST N AT 1150PM MUST COME BACK WERK TO HELP THE ON TEAM...WE FINISH IN THE MRNG ARD 8++...AFTHER THAT WENT HOME DEN DEE MSG ME SAYIN WANTING TO GO OUT..SERIOUSLY I FORGOT ABT ALL THE MSGES TO GO OUT THAT DAY.. BUT STILL MANAGE TO MEET THEM LA..ONLY ABIT LATER..WENT TO EAT AT REX..DEN GO MARINA PLAY POOL..ARCADE...DEN WENT HOME COZ THE NEXT DAY IM WERKING MRNG SHIFT...

I BOUGHT MASELF NEW HP!!!...YAHOOO....HAHAHA...ITS A SAMSUNG I900 OMNIA.. NW COLLECTION OF SAMSUNG STUFF..EVEN MA MP3 IS SAMSUNG..SOON A SAMSUNG CAMERA..HAHAHA....NONSENSE SIA ME..THATS ALL LA I GUESS..

NIGHTS OUT

YESTERDAY WAS RUSHING HERE N THERE..I WERK MRNG SHIFT DEN AFTER THAT RUSHED TO MA AUNT HSE...COZ SHE GT OPEN HSE..DEN AFTER THAT..RUSHED BACK HOME TO CHANGE N MEET UP MA FWENS AT CT HALL...WE PLAYED POOL TOGETHER...DEN TOOK A CAB TO BUGIS..WE GT JAMMING AT 1 AM TO 3 AM...BY THAT TYME MOST OF US ARE REALLY TIRED ALREADY....FROM PLAYIN STANDING TO SITTING DWN..HAHA..

AFTER THE JAMMING...WE WERE HUNGRY...N WANTED TO EAT..4AM AT BUGIS....WHAT CAN U XPECT N THERE IS LIKE 6 OF US..SO TO TAKE A CAB IS LIKE WASTING OF MONEY..THATS WHEN WE LANDED AT ARAB ST...WE LAUGH N TALK....HAHA..ORDER FOOD WE NEVER EAT BEFORE..N WE WERE LIKE SO FULL..TOTAL WE SPENT ABT LETS SEE...HRMM..SHALL NT SAY LA..COZ THEY ALL FEEL GUILTY WHEN I PAY FOR THE FOOD..LETS JUST PUT $30 BUCKS...NT THAT EXPENSIVE...SO YAH...NO NID TO PAY BACK...HEHEHE...

THEY KEEP ASKIN ME ABT WHOS MA GF...HRMM..MA GF EH?...I GT AH?..HAHAHAHA..DAMN IT WHEN HAIDIR WANTED TO LOOK AT MA MSG I HIDE THE PHONE FROM HYM BUT TEDDY WAS BEHIND ME N SAW IT..HAHAHAHA..IM SO BUSTED..HAHAH..N KEEP ASKIN LA WHOS THE GAL...HAHAA...HRMMM....HER NAME IS..EERRMMM...SYAKILA AND LISTEN TO THIS SONG...HAHAHA

SLEEPY!!

WAS SUPPOSE TO HAND OVER WERK BY 0730 THIS MRNG BUT GUESS WAT..1000 IM STILL WERKING..DAMN IT SIA..SO MANNY PPL WAS ARRESTED..WE GOT OVER 50 ACCUSED YESTERDAY..ANGRY SIA..DEN STILL GT MORNING PANEL...CAME HM ABT 11++..SO TIRED...WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT AT 3 BT LAST MIN CANCEL..SO JUST RELAX AT HOME LA..

TOMORROW MAYBE GOIN OUT JALAN RAYE...HAHA..FIRST TYME THIS YEAR...SO THE NONSENSE..

A SUDDEN TWIST IN THE STORY

ITS VERY SHOCKING..ABT THIS STORY...REALLY A BIG AND SUDDEN TWIST...THINGS THAT WAS NT EXPECTED HAPPENED RIGHT INFRONT OF MA EYES...YET I CANNOT SEE IT...MA PREVIOUS SAYS ABT THIS GAL THAT IM TRYIN TO GET TO NOE BT IN THE END SHE SHOW ME NO SIGN OF ATTRACTION SO I JUS MOVED ON LA...CAN STILL BE FWENS..THATS WAD SHE SAYS...SO I OKLA..FWEN ALSO FWEN LA...DEN AS I MOVED ON..CAME ANOTHER GAL..BT THIS GAL IS DIFF...SHE MAKES ME HAPPIE..HAHA...INSTEAD OF ME SHOWING MA ATTRACTION TOWARDS HER...ITS THE OTHER WAY ROUND...N SHE IS THOSE CHEERFUL KINDA GAL..SO THE VOICE IS ALWAYS HIGH N HAPPIE...N YAH...VERY FAST IM IN A RELATIONSHIP...HAHA..THINGS HAPPENED WITHOUT EVEN ME NOEING IT...

WELL THATS ABT ME....THIS MRNG WHEN I WOKE UP..MA MUM TOLD ME TO GO CGH..MA UNCLE WAS HOSPITALISED...MOST PROBABLY HAVIN STROKE..CAN SAY LA SHE VERY2 SAD...SO WILL BE MITTING MA UNCLE LA LATER..MA AUNTY ALSO IN HOSPITAL..BT NT REALLY SURE OF HER SICKNESS...EVERYONE IS SICK..MY TURN WILL COME SOON...

IN MA WERK PLACE THERE IS THIS GUY NAME TAJ...IF I HAVE 10 PERSON WITH HIS ATTITUDE...I WILL COMMIT SUICIDE...SO BLUUR SIA...THE FUNNY THING WAS YESTERDAY MUMMY TOLD HYM TO LOCK THE DOOR AT THE WAITING AREA AND OFF THE AIRCON..SO HE WENT DOWN N SAW PPL INSIDE..WITHOUT ASKIN HE SWITCH OFF THE AIRCON IN THE ROOM N LOCK THE DOOR WITH THE PPL INSIDE..THE PPL ARE THOSE ON SPECIAL PASS...N THEY WERE TRAPPED IN THE ROOM FOR MORE THAN 4 HRS...HAHAHAH...UNTIL THEY CANT TAKE IT ANIMORE..THEY PRESS THE EMERGENCY ALARM..HAIYO...HW CAN AN OFFICER BE SO BLUR....

BEEN BZ LATELY

THE REASON I NEVER BLOG IS BCOZ IM VERY2 SUPER DUPER TIRED...I HAVE TO REGISTER 52 ACCUSED IN ONE NIGHT..WTH SIA!!...ITS NOT LITTLE...THATS ALOT!..USUALLY I WOULD TAKE 20-25 MIN PER PERSON..BUT THAT NIGHT I FINISHED ABT 30++ ACCUSED...U IMAGINE HW FAST MUST I WERK..I ONLY FINISHED ALL OF THEM ABT 8+ IN THE MORNING...CAN BE CONSIDERED OVERTYME ALREADY U NOE!..WAHH..GO HOME SLEEP ALL THE WAY SIA..NEVER EVEN WAKE UP TILL THIS MRNG..

NEXT WEEK I WILL BE DOIN IN OPS ROOM..HAIYA..DAMN SIA..CONFERM VERY BORING...BUT SEE HW THINGS GO...MUST KEEP THINKING POSITIVE..

IF U PPL HAVE BEEN READING MA BLOG..I MENTION ABT THIS GAL I AM TRYING TO GET TO NOE..HRMM..GUESS WAD?..I DONT THINK THERES ANYTHING BETWEEN US..COZ SHE DONTR SHOW ANY SIGN OF INTEREST..N I DONNO LA..JUST LET HER GO LA..WATS THE POINT CHASING AFTER SOMEONE WHO DONT EVEN LOOK BACK?..HRMM..BETTER LUCK TO ME NXT TYME..HAHA..

ON THE 22 DEC GOT 22.4KM RUN..DONNO WAN TO JOIN OR NT SIA..THE NEXT DAY IS WERKING DAY...AIYAYAYA...SEE HW LA..MA LIFE GT ALOT OF SEE HOW...THINK WHAT HAIDIR SAID IS RIGHT LA..ABG HOW...HAHAHAH..ITS FUNNI BTW...

LOVE THIS SONG

50-50

MA LAST NIGHT SHIFT...JUST BEFORE 5 AM..2 ACCUSED CAME INTO LOCK UP...WHATS SO SPECIAL ABT THEM IS..THEY WERE ONLY 13 YR OLD GALS..N YAH SHES DAMN CUTE LA...SO I WAS WONDERING WAD SHE DID TILL SHE END UP IN THE LOCK UP...THE REASON WAS BECAUSE SHE COULD NT REMEMBER HER IC NUM N WHEN ASKED BY POLICE..SHE GAVE WRONG IC N WAS CAUGHT..THE OTHER NS MAN WAS DISTURBING HER LA..BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE..SINCE IM IN NS TYME I DONT DISTURB GALS..I JUST DONT WANNA MAKE DEM FEEL SCARED COZ ITS THEIR FIRST TYME IN LOCK UP..THE FUNNI THING IS THAT WHEN I HANDCUFF HER..SHE CAN SLIDE HER HAND OFF..HAHA...I SMILE AT HER N SAY..DONT RUN AWAY OKIE?..HAHA..I TOLD HER SHE WANTS ANYTHING ASK FROM ME NOT THE NS MAN..THE WHEN SHE FIND OUT HER PARENTS NT COMING..SHE CRIED..I FEEL SAD FOR HER LA..THEN..HER FWEN WANTED MA NUMBER..SAYIN SHE WANTED TO KEEP CONTACT WITH ME...HAHAHA..I CAME TO HER N SAY IM TOO OLD FOR HER..N THEY LAUGH..HAHA

IM STARTIN TO LIKE MA WERK..IN THE CHARGE OFFICE LA...BT DONNO LA IN OPS ROOM...I SEE MA FWEN WROTE LOADS OF NOTES..HAIYA...IM SO N THAT KINDA PERSON SIA...

THERE IS THIS GAL THAT I SOMEHOW MET N KNOE HER FOR A VERY LONG TYME ALREADY BUT JUST GOT CLOSER RECENTLY..I WAS MSGING WITH HER YESTERDAY WHEN MA UNCLE TOO MA PHONE..DEN HE SAW THE GAL'S NAME N ASK ME LOUDLY..WHO IS THAT GAL?...I JUST SAID SHE A FWEN LA...DEN HE SAY YAH LA..AT FIRST FWENS DEN AFTER THAT MORE THAN FWENS..HE THEN SAT BESIDE ME N SAY THAT IM GETTING OLD LA...THIS N THAT LA...NW I GT STABLE JOB...MUST LOOK FOR GF..DEN GET MARRIED...HE EVEN TOLD MA DAD ABT IT..ASKIN ME TO FIND A GF..HW AM I TO GET MARRIED IF I DONT EVEN HAVE A GF?...HAIYO..THIS GAL I NOE IS A GD GAL..ALTHOUGH SHE DOESNT LOOK GD..BUT ON THE INSIDE SHE PRAY..N DO ALL GD STUFF..MAYBE I CAN CHANGE WHEN IM WITH HER..HAHA..DONNO LA..I DONNO WEATHER TO BE WITH HER OR NT...KINDA CONFUSED..

SELAMAT HARI RAYE TO ALL MUSLIMS!

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS SELAMAT HARI RAYE!!..MAY THIS BLESSFUL MNTH BRINGS JOY TO ALL OF US..

IN THE HAPPIE TYMES..I JUS MISS SOMEONE IN MA LIFE..USED TO HAVE HER ALWAYS BY MA SIDE..ITS NT AS HAPPIE AS HW I USE TO FEEL..HOPE SHES HAPPIE LA..

TOMORROW MUST GO BAC WERK..SHIT!..HAHA...LAZY SIA..BUT OK LA..MA NEW WERK PLACE IS KINDA INTERESTING..N LIFE AS A REGULAR IS TOTALLY DIFF FROM NS LIFE..SEE HW LA..IF I CANNOT TAHAN DEN I WILL JUST GO BAC TO SOC..PROVIDED IM ALLOWED TO COME BACK LA...HEEE

TODAY RAYE JUST GOIN TO MA GRANDMA PLACE..DEN GO BAC LA..MUST WERK MAH..NEED REST..

AGAIN WISHING ALL MUSLIMS HAPPIE RAYE..TO ALL MA CLOSE FWENS..I WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR U PPL THAT U WILL BE HAPPIE N STAY HAPPIE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS..GD THINGS HAPPENS TO GD PPL LIKE U GUYS..FORGIVE ME IF I HAD DONE OR SAY SMTH THAT HURT U INTERNALLY OR EXTERNALLY..4GIV ME..OIM JUST A NORMAL HUMAN...WE DO MAKE MISTAKE..

HRMM..DONNOLA WAT TO SAE ALREADY..HAHAHA...OUT NW..

BORING!!

ACTUALLY I GT NTH TO POST LA...VERY BORED LA..JUST NOE GO DIV TO CONFERM MA POSTING..IM IN OPS TEAM BT TEAM CHARLIE...NT BRAVO..HAIYA...MUST LEARNT TO MAKE NEW FWENS AGAIN...SO SIAN..

DONNO WHERE TO GO..VERY BORED...BT GOOD THING IS..HARI RAYE MRNG I CAN CELEBRATE...BUT WERKING NIGHT SHIFT...AGAIN SIAN

WAN..DIR..ZAM..ALL MA 3 CLOSE FWENS BOOK IN ON SUNDAY...LAGI BORED..NO ONE TO LEPAK WITH..

I JUST GOT IT!

GOT WAD?..MA POSTING..I WILL BE POSTED TO GOLF DIVISION..AT BEDOK HQ..DOING OPS TEAM...EITHER DOR OR CHARGE OFFICE..HANDLING CALLS OR HANDLING ALL THE CRIMINALS IN MA AREA...SENDING THEM FOR MEDICAL TREATMENT..COURT..ETC...WILL HAVE TO LEARN ALOT N LEARN FAST...I WILL TRY MA BEST...

YESTERDAY ESCORT 31 ACCUSED TO COURT...WAHH..SO MANY SIA...THE OTHER DAY ESCORT 8 N IM LIKE SO SCARED...NW 31..HAIYO...BT OK LA..EVERYTHING WENT WELL N SMOOTHLY...THNK GOD...

WED IS RAYE BT DONNO I WILL CELEBRATE OR NT...HAHA

MA BALLS WAS IN MA MOUTH

YESTERDAY BEFORE GOIN FOR WERK WENT TO BUGIS WATCH MOVIE DEN WALK2 ARD THERE..ON THE WAY TO WERK...MET KENTANG JABBAR A NEW 131 INTAKE GUY N AMIN...WAS TALKIN TO THEM ALL THE WAY TILL 630...HAHA...WAS FUN LA..LONG TYME NEVER SEE THEM ALREDY..AFTER THAT PROCEED BACK TO WERK PLACE WHERE I BREAK MA FAST...

YESTERDAY I WAS IN CHARGE OF THE CHARGE OFFICE...MEANING WE HANDLE ALL THE ACCUSED IN THE LOCK UP..MALE N FEMALE..MOST OF THE TYME I JUST READ ABT ALL THEIR PAST RECORDS..ASK QNS TO MA SENIORS...N YAH I LEARNT ALOT...THEY TELL ABT THEIR PASS EXPERIENCE..IT WAS DAMN FUNNI.. SERIOUSLY...LIFE IN REGULAR WAS SO MUCH FUN..THEY EVEN SAY THAT THEY TRY THEIR BEST NOT TO HAVE POLITICS WITH EACH OTHER...COZ THEY WANNA MAKE THEIR WERK FUN N XCITING..FAR DIFF FROM NS LIFE..

Y MA TITLE LIKE THAT?..HRMM..THIS MRNG WAS MA FIRST TYME SENDING THE ACCUSED TO THE SUB COURT..CAN U IMAGINE...THERE ARE NO SENIOR REGULAR ASSISTING US AT ALL..MA SENIORS CAME UP TO ME..GAVE ME HANDCUFF KEYS...HE TAP ON MA SHOULDERS N SAY TAKE CARE OF URSELF..U R ON UR OWN....N TELL ME ABT THE PLAN..THE FUNNI THING IS..ITS JUST LIKE THE MOVIES..THE ROUTE PLAN..EVERY HALF AN HOUR MUST REPORT THE SITUATION..MA PARTNER WAS ALSO A NEW REGULAR..N HE WAS SLEEPIN IN THE VAN!!!..LEAVING ME WITH 2 NS GUY WHO JUST PASSED OUT..DAMN RYTE?...N HW MANY ACCUSED?..6 OF THEM..ALL WITH DRUG CASSES..IN OTHER WERDS VERY2 DANGEROUS..MA SENIOR TOLD ME THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...DONT SLEEP..DONT LET THEM KNOW THAT THE HANDCUFF KEY IS WITH ME..THE VAN WILL STOP FOR NOTHING..NO ONE GETS IN..N NO ONE GETS OUT..HE SAYS THAT THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE THEY WOULD TRY THEIR BEST TO ESCAPE..I WAS DAMN NERVOUS BUT TYR MA BEST TO KEEP COOL..

ALL THE WAY I WAS TALKIN TO THE NEW NS MAN TO PREVENT ME FROM SLEEPIN AFTER 12 HOUR SHIFT...MA PARTNER WAS SWAYING HERE N THERE...DAMN IT SIA..IN MA MIND..I WAS PLANNING WHAT WILL I DO IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG..ONCE I REACHED THE SUB COURT..I SAW ALOT N I DO MEAN ALOT OF OFFICERS...THEN ONLY I LET MA GUTS DWN..COZ I WAS TOLD THE MOMENT I REACHED THAT PLACE...IM SAFE..AFTER DOIN ALL THE DOCUMENTS ON MA OWN COZ ONLY I ONE PERSON CAN COME IN..I LEAVE THAT PLACE FEELIN RELIEVED...WAHH...VERY2 SCARY SIA...WHAT MAKES ME SCARED WAS...THEY TOLD ME THAT THERE ARE INCIDENTS THAT OFFICERS WAS BEATEN UP INSIDE AS THE ACCUSED TRIED TO RUN AWAY..

EVERYTHING TURN OUT NORMAL N YAH..THAT WAS THE SCARIEST MOMENT OF MA LIFE..

ROGER ROGER

WELL...LIFE IS OKLA WHEN IM POSTED TO GOLF DIVISION (BEDOK HQ) ...LET ME TALK ABT THE LEAST THING FIRST...I MUST TAKE CARE OF PPL IN LOCK UP N REMAND...SO SMELLY SIA THE PLACE...MUST SEE PPL BATH NAKED IN FRONT OF ME...THE GO TOILET MUST WATCH DEM...SO THE WONT DO ANYTHING FUNNI..LOADS OF PPL N DIFF KINDA PPL...OLD ..YOUNG..CHI..MLY...IND..ETC..

THEN WHEN I DO OPS ROOM...MEANING WHENEVER PPL CALL 999...N THEY REPORT...WE GET THAT REPORT....N FUNNi2 REPORT I RECEIVE...KOMODO DRAGON AT POST OFFICE LA...FATHER WAS STABBED BY DAUGHTER LA...SUSPICIOUS MAN LA WHO DID NT EVEN EXIST...MOST OF DE TYME IM LAUGHING...HAHAHA...

LAST NYTE I DREAM OF SOMEONE I HATE MOST...BUT SURPRISINGLY...I WASNT FEELING ANGRY AT ALL..HRMM...

I WANNA DANCE!!!

HW I WISH I CAN DNCE LIKE THIS PPL...HAHAH!!!

I WAS SUPER SHOCHED!

I CAME WERK LAST MONDAY N DID PAPA...MEANING...INSIDE VAN..PETRA TO BE EXACT..SO I WAS THE GL..ALVIN YIP WAS MA AGL..KHAIRUL WAS MA CREW N HAIRUL WAS THE DRIVER..AS USUAL I WAS NT REALLY PATROLLING..MOST OF THE TYME I WAS IN THE VAN...SLACKING...THEN CAME LITTLE INDIA STN..I WAS LAZY TO PATROL THERE..SO STAYED IN THE VAN...SUDDENLY ALPHA 1 CALL ME UP THROUGH THE RADIO..MEANING MA SUPERVISOR IS LOOKIN FOR ME...SO I DASHED OUT OF PETRA...I ASKED ALVIN TO HOLD ON FOR AWHILE..UNTIL I SEE CHEE LIN (SUPERVISOR) LEGS DEN I ASKED HYM TO TAKE THE ELEVATOR DWN..SO THE WONT MEET..N I CAN SAE WE WERE DOIN 2 MEN PATROL..I NOE CHEE LIN KNEW WE WERE SLACKING..BT HE CANNOT SAE ANYTHING COZ HE GT NO PROVE..HE CALLED ALVIN UP N ALVIN WAS AT ANOTHER EXIT..QUITE FAR..AFTER CHECKING US DEN HE LEFT..ONLY THEN I FOUND OUT THAT CHEE LIN WAS ALREADY THERE AT THE STATION WAY BEFORE HE LOOK FOR US...HE PATROL THE STN FIRST...BT CANNOT FIND US..DEN HE CALLED THE CONTROL ROOM...TO VIEW US AT CCTV...STILL CANNOT FIND..N THOSE BASTARDS DOING IN CONTROL ROOM WAS SHAWN N JIA HUI..MOTHER FUCKERS...THEY DONT EVEN INFORM ME SUPERVISOR WAS CHECKING ME..I CURSED THEM WITH ALL I CAN...I REALLY2 HOPE THEY SUFFER IN THEIR LIFE..I REALLY CURSE WITH FULL OF MA HEART...SO THEN THE DAE ENDED...

TUESDAY I WAS ON LEAVE....WENT TO HTA...SIGN MA BOND WITH THE FORCE..

WEDNESDAY WHEN I CAME BAC...ALAN TEO (ANOTHER SUPERVISOR) CAME TO ME N ASK "U GT ANYTHING TO TELL ME?"..DEN I SAY LIKE WAT LA?..HE SAY "ABT THAT MONDAY THING...U STILL DONT ANT TO TELL?..UR MEN SPILL OUT ALREADY.."..I WAS SHOCKED LA..DEN I SAY WAIT2..I GO TALK TO MA MEN FIRST...DEN CHEE LIN SHOUTED AT THE BACK " FIRDAUS!!..U LOST ALREADY!!...JUST ADMIT IT LA!!"...I DONT CARE I JUST WALK OFF..I ASKED KHAIRUL ...HE DIDNT SAE ANYTHING..I ASKED ALVIN HE ALSO NEVER SAE ANYTHING..I ASKED HAIRUL...HAIRUL LOOK DWN N SAY HE GT NO CHOICE...WHAT THE FUCKKKK!!!!.....HE TOLD DEM EVERYTHING...SERIOUSLY IM SHOCKED LA..WHEN I HEARD HE SAYS THAT MA HEART SHATTERS...NO WERDS CAN DESCRIBE HW I FELT AT THAT MOMENT..HE FELL INTO ALAN TEOS TRAP...ALAN CAME TO HYM N SAY EVERYONE TELL SPILL OUT ALREADY...SO HE ALSO DID..HW STOOPID CAN HE BE????. WHAT THE FUCK SIA....THE AFTER THE SHIFT...GOIN TO FALL OUT THAT TYME..I WAS TOTALLY PISSED OFF

ALAN TEO WAS TALKIN ABT ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SQD..WITHOUT SAYIN MA NAME..."...HE IS ONE OF US GOING TO BE REGULAR..." WHO THE FUCK CAN THAT BE OTHER THAN ME??? ....I WAS PISSED OFF LA...JUST SAE MA NAME LA..N THERE ARE SOME PPL WHO CAN EVEN GIVE ADVISE LA..LIKE WERK PROPERLY LA THIS LA THAT LA...BULLSHIT!!!..ALL THE WHILE HE WAS TALKING I WAS CONTROLLING MASELF..DONT WANNA REACT TO ANYTHING...SO I KEPT QUIET...DEN WHEN FALLING OUT THAT TYME...ONE DUMB FUCK MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A FUCKIN BITCH THAT BOH PENG FACE SHOUTED "REGULAR BIG FUCK ARR!!"...N WAS RUNNING VERY QUICKLY LIKE HW HIS MOTHER RAN WHEN I TRIED TO RAPE HER...WHEN I SHOUTED HYM BACK...HE DIDNT EVEN DARE TO STEP OUT...N BY THE TYME I CAME UP HE ALREADY CHANGED N RUSHED HM...FUCKING COWARD!!..THANK GOD IM LEAVING THIS WHOLE BUNCH OF FUCKING ANIMALS BEHIND...THERE ARE ONLY A FEW THAT CAN REALLY BE TRUSTED...CLEMENT N KENTANG WAS THERE TO TALK TO ME..AFTER THAT WE JUST WENT UP TO THE OFFICE N I SAID SORRY TO DEM...JUST WAD THEY ALWAYS WANTED...N AFTER THAT I JUST LEAVE THE ROOM...I DONT REALLY NOE WHAT ELSE THEY TALK TO CLEMENT...ALVIN YIP DISAGREE WITH WHAT THEY DID EARLIER..BT COULDNT SAE OR DO ANYTHING..ITS OK LA ALVIN..ITS NT UR FAULT ANIWAYS..TODAY IS MA LAST DAE IN THE FUCK UP PLACE..I JUST HOPE I WONT MEET THINS KINDA PPL IN DIVISION..IM REALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH HAIRUL..VERY2 DISAPPOINTED...NEXT TYME LISTEN TO WHAT GL SAY...NW U SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U DONT LISTEN TO GL????...

ITS PAINTING TYME!!...HAHA

I DO NT NOE Y SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE PAINTING MA ROOM...WANNA CHANGE IT TO SMTH DIFFERENT..WELL JUST LOOK LA AT THE ROOM PICS...ANY COMMENTS DO TELL ME...

BEFORE THE ROOM WAS PAINTED

AFTER THE ROOM WAS PAINTED

BEST TYME OF MY LIFE

YESTERDAY I WAS LAUGHING ALL THE WAY SIA WERKING WITH UMAR..KENTANG N KHAIRUL...DAMN THIS PPL WILL ALWAYS MAKE EACH OTHER SMILE..WE JUST COULDNT CONTROL OUR LAUGHTER...MAT NOR WAS OUR VICTIM...HAHAHAHA... THANK GOD I WILL STILL DO WITH THEM ON MA LAST 2 DAYS...WILL REALLY NJOY MASELF...

GOIN HM TYME...OUR SIR WEAR THIS VEST THAT LOOKS VERY FUNNI...BRIGHT IN COLORS...THATS THE VEST PMU OFFICER MUST WEAR..HAHAHHAA...I PURPOSELY SAID I LIKE THE VEST...SABO THEM....COZ I DONT NEED TO WEAR MAH...HAHAHA..N SERIOUSLY..FROM FAR IT DOES LOOK LIKE SUCIDE BOMBER...

IM HAPPIE...YET SO SAD

ALTHOUGH I GT MA REGULAR..IM SAD COZ IM LEAVING ALL MA BUDDIES IN SOC..I WANTED TO GO BUT HALF HEARTED...BUT DONT WORRY LA...ITS NT THE END OF THE WORLD..WE CAN STILL MEET UP WITH EACH OTHER...HAHA

WATCHED MIRRORS..WAS SCARY ONLY AT THE PART WHERE THE GIRL WAS KILLED IN THE BATH TUB...WAHH..CANNOT TAKE IT SIA...DEN WATCHED DISASTER MOVIE..WAS FUNNI N ALSO NONSENSE...BUT OKLA..IT MAKE ME SMILE..WANNA WATCH BANGKOK DANGEROUS THIS SAT..HAHA

I LOVE MY LIFE..HAHA...ITS DAMN BEAUTIFUL

I HAVE ACHIEVED MA DWEAMS!!

YESTERDAY I RECEIVED A MSG SAYIN THAT IM APPOINTED AS POLICE OFFICER...THIS MRNG WENT TO HTA TO MAKE HAVE MA FINGERPRINTS TAKEN..DEN MET UP WITH YAN LIN N HAFIZ..EVEN THEY GT THE REGULAR..SAD TO SAE NEVER MEET WAN...:( AFTER THAT WENT OUT WITH MARTIN KENTANG CLEMENT N DENNIS TO BREAK OUR FAST...WE ATE LIKE PIG..HAHA..TOTAL IT COST UP $86.50...SO JUST IMAGINE HW MUCH WE EAT...HAHA..AFTER EATING MET UP WITH ZAID N OTHER 129 INTAKE WITH KAI ZHENG..AFTER THAT WENT HOME N SLEEP LIKE SNAKE...HAHA

AFTER WERK TODAY RUSHED TO RAFFLES PLACE...AS USUAL...GT MA YOGA LESSON..TODAY WAS ABIT RELAXED....THANK GOD...AFTER THAT..QUICKLY RUSHED HM..TO BREAK MY FAST AT H WITH FAMILY...

REACHED HM..OPEN MY LETTER BOX..GT A LETTER SAYIN THAT ON THE 16 I MUST COME BACK HTA TO GET MY POSTING..N ON THE 22 I START WERKIN ALREADY..LEAVING ALL MY GREAT FWENS BEHIND...ESPECIALLY MY NIGGA BRO..DAMN!..HAIZ

TYME PASS FAST!

DIDNT GO ONLINE FOR A FEW DAYS COZ INTERNET GIVIN CONNECTIONS PROB...N YAH I FIXED IT ALREADY..HAHA...YAHOO!!...CAN USE ALREADY...IF NT I DONNO WHAT I WILL DO AT HM..

NEXT WEEK ZAM N DIR WILL POP...N WAN WILL BE ENLISTED...FEW DAYS AGO WAS DEE BDAE...N I WISHED HER LATE...HAIYO...FORGET LA..SO MANY THINGS TO REMEMBER...HEHE...I LEFT 5 MNTHS TO ORD...HAHA..WOW..CANT WAIT..THATS FAST TOO..

LAST WEDNESDAY...LAM N KENG KUM REALLY MAKE ME LAUH LIKE AN IDIOT DURING MA DUTY..DAMN THEM LA....WANTED TO SCREEN A PARTICULAR PERSON...N WHILE I WAS FUCKING THE GUY..I SHOUTED HIS NAME N HIS IC NUMBER...THEN ONLY I FOUND OUT THAT ITS SHORT 1 NUM...HAHAHAHAHAH....I TURNED TO LAM N POINTED IT OUT TO HYM..HE WAS ALREADY SMILING..THEN KENG KUM.. SAID GOT LA...GOT ONE MORE NUM...N HE JUST WALK OFF..I COULD NT STAND IT N I JUST LET THE GUY GO...AFTER THAT I WAS LAUGHING ALL THE WAY TILL MA TEAR DROP..PAISEY SIA...

YESTERDAY NYTE ONE OF MY JUNIOR WANTED TO FIGHT WITH ME..MA GOD DAMN JUNIOR..HE JUST ENTERED N WANNA ACT BIG...TOGETHER WITH NAZRUL THE SOTONG HEAD...HE GT THIS REALLY HUGE EYE BALLS...N HIS PARTNER HAFIZ HU GT THIS HUGE TUMMY N ALWAYS TRIES TO PUT ON ANGRY FACE..I THINK HE WANNA PPL TO BE SCARED OF HYM SO WONT DISTURB HIS BIG TUMMY...BUT FUNNY IS..THEY DONT DARE TO DISTURB ME IN MA FACE...SO THE COWARD..N I WAITED FOR MA JUNIOR IN MA LOCKER BT HE DIDNT TURN UP...WAT THE HELL..I WANTED TO WACK HYM ALREADY WHEN LAM CAME TO ME N SAID...Y MUST I ENTERTAIN THIS KINDA PPL...IF I DO STUPID MISTAKE...I WILL SUFFER COZ IM ALSO WAITING FOR MY REGULAR..DEN ONLY I CHANGE MET ALAN CHAN...AS IT WAS HIS LAST DAY..N PROCEED HOME...

SLACK WITH ZAM TILL 4 AM N WOKE UP THIS MRNG ARD 10++...SO LITTLE SLEEP..

I LOVE MA BLOGGY SONG!!!

I GT THE SONG FROM THE MOVIE FORGETTING SARAH MARSHALL...ITS VERY2 NICE MOVIE SIA...SERIOUSLY IF I WERE TO HAVE THAT KINDA LOVE LIFE...I WOULD REALLY TREASURE THE GAL MAN...N YAH LIKE I MENTION IN MA FWENSTER SHOUT OUT...THAT MOVIE REMINDS ME OF MA X WHO SLEEPS WITH ANOTHER GUY WHEN IM IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER..NONSENSE BITCH...BROKE UP ALREADY STILL WANNA BOTHER ME

JUST NW GT HOT YOGA LESSON...N SADLY CAME HOME LATE..SO I BROKE MA FAST VERY2 LATE..ITS OK ANYWAYS..IM AN ADULT..CAN TAHAN...WEE!!..NEED TO LOSE ANOTHER 6KG..MANAGE TO LOSE 2 ALREADY..HAHA..

TRYIN TO ACT CUTE..HAHA

LONG TYME NEVER UPDATE!

FIRST THING FIRST..LAST WEEK WATCH 4BIA WITH A FWEN OF MINE...WAS NOT THAT SCARY LA..BUT MORE OF SHOCKING...I SCREAMED MOST OF THE TYME..HAHA..THATS THE FIRST THAI MOVIE THAT I REALLY SCREAMED AT SIA...HAHA..SHUTTER WAS NT THAT WORST..

AFTER THAT CAME RAMADHAN....ITS FASTING TYME!!!...I LOVE IT MAN..BT FIRST DAY RAYE IM OFF...DAMN!!...SO MUST BUY ALL THAT STUFF..SO TROUBLESOME..UNLIKE LAST YEAR...I WAS WERKING...TYME SEEMS TO PAST VERY FAST...

NWADAYS BEEN WERKING LIKE CRAZY PERSON...NO TYME TO GO HERE N THERE..OFF DAY ALSO AT HM..WATCH MOVIES..SLEEP..CHAT...BORIN LIFE..HEHE

I WANNA WATCH THIS 3 MOVIES...DISASTER MOVIE...MIRRORS...BANGKOK DANGEROUS..BT DONNO LA IF GT PPL WANNA ACCOMPANY ME..`WHEN IM BZ..PPL ALWAYS ASK ME UT...WHEN I FREE PPL ARE BZ..HAIYO...

LONG SATURDAY WALK WE HAVE!

I WAS ON LEAVE ON SATURDAY COZ MA RANGERS FWENS PLANNED TO GO TO THE HENDERSON BRIDGE...I N ZAM MET EARLY ARD 11++ COZ GOT JAMMING...DEN WE SLACK TILL 3++ N MAKE OUR WAY TO MEET UP WITH DEE WAN TEDDY...N LATER MET LU AYY WITH HIS GF N ANOTHER 2 OF TEDDY FWENS..FIRST WE WALK UP TO HENDERSON WAVES...DEN SOME OF US WANTED TO GO ALL THE WAY TO ALEXANDRA ARCH N OTHERS WANTED TO GO THE OTHER WAY WHICH IS TOWARDS MT FABER..SO WE WALK UP TO MT FABER..LAUGHING ALL OUR HEARTS OUT...WE WERE SNAPPING PICS LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS..WE DID STOOPID THINGS..THEN ARD 8 LIKE THAT ITS REALLY COLD UP THERE...WE WALK DWN N TOOK CABLE CAR TO SENTOSA N BACK TO HABOURFRONT..EVEN INSIDE THE CABLE CAR TEDDY WAS LIKE STANDING N ME SHAKING THE CABLE CAR..WAN N DEE WAS REALLY SCARED..HAHA..REACHED HABOURFRONT...WE MAKE OUR WAY TO THE RAFFLES PLACE COZ WE WANNA SEE THE FIREWERKS..AFTER THE FIREWERKS..WAN DEE LU AYY N HIS GF PROCEED HM ME ZAM N TEDDY MET ZAM SIS AT ESPLANADE...WE SLACK TILL 10 PLUS...DEN BACK TO TAMPINES...TEDDY WENT HM FOR AWHILE...ME ZAM N HIS SIS WENT TO COFFEE SHOP TO HAVE OUR SUPPER...THEN ONLY WE WENT HOME ARD 145AM...HAHA..WAD A DAY...

THE FUNNY THING WAS...I DIDNT SLEEP WHEN I CAME HM...I WAS O N THE PHONE TILL ABT 4AM...N THE NXT DAY IM WERKING AFTERNOON SHIFT...GREAT!...BUT OK LA..WERK WAS NT THAT TIRING..WERK WITH ALEX FAIRUZ LUKMAN N SIMON...ALEX REQUEST COZ IT WAS HIS LAST DAY..NJOYED OURSELF..TODAY STILL GT WERK..SO TIRING..WED ILA ASKED ME TO ACCOMPANY HER TO TOWN..LATER WILL CONFERM WITH HER..

ADUHH!!

MA BODY STILL ACHE....HAIYA...CANT EVEN STAND PROPERLY...THANK GOD I DIDNT JOIN THE HOT YOGA YESTERDAY...IF NT...I WILL BE DEAD MEAT...LATER GOIN OUT FOR AWHILE...GT THE SPA MASSAGE...WEEE....AT LAST CAN RELAX...MAYBE WINDOW SHOPPING N YAH IF GT NTH ELSE HOME SWEET HOME...TOMORROW WERKING MRNG SHIFT!..BACK TO WERK...MA HEART IS STILL VERY PAINFUL

ABT MA X...NW HER FWEN KEEP TRYING TO ADD ME AT FWENSTER...WAH LAU WEI...PPL DONT WANT KEEP ADDING..I REJECT HER MANY TYMES STILL THE SAME..WONDER WAD SHE WANNA DO NEXT..STOOPID!..

WENT FOR YOGA LESSON JUST NW!!

YOGA LESSON WAS REALLY TORTURING...MA SPINE CAN JUST SNAP ANYTYME...HAHA..BUT IT WAS REALLY FUN..U GET TO STRETCH LIKE I HAVE NEVER BEFORE...REALISE I CAN DO SMTH I HAVE NEVER DONE...IT WAS A GOOD EXERCISE..BUT WHAT I TOLD MA CONSULTANT IS THAT I WANT TO FOCUS MORE ON LOSING WT N TONE UP MA BODY...SO SHE RECOMMEND ME HOT YOGA..ITS LIKE EXERCISING IN A ROOM WITH THE TEMPERATURE 37DEG..IT BURNS FAT FASTER..THE OTHER ONE IS COMBAT...KARATE..KICKBOXING ETC...IT WILL BE FUN..SOON I WILL TRY THE BOLLYWOOD DANCE..HAHAHAHAHAHA....Y NT JUST GIVE IT A TRY..HAHA..AFTER ALL WHO CARES...I PAY!!...MA MONEY!!...MA ENJOYMENT!!

THINGS TO DO:
1) TOMORROW GT SPA MASSAGE AT NGEE ANN CITY
2) HOT YOGA ON FRIDAY AT 1745
3) SATURDAY OUT WITH MA FWENS TO SOUTHERN RIDGES

SHE HAS NTH TO DO...SHES LIKE AN UNWANTED STUFF!!!

YESTERDAY WAS REALLI STUPID...MA X..NINI MSG ME..ASKIN ME Y I ADDED HER BACK...IS THERE ANY URGENT MATTERS?...I WAS LIKE..WAD THE HELL LA...I DIDNT EVEN VIEW HER PROFIL...BUT TO PLAY SAFE I CHECKED MA MSN N FWENSTER..BUT I DIDNT ADD HER...HOWEVER..HER FWEN I FORGOT HER NAME..TRIED TO ADD ME..BT I REJECT...PPL DONT WANT HER ALREADY STILL WANT TO BUSYBODY...STUPID..SHE N NADZIRAH IS ALSO THE SAME..AFTER BROKE UP STILL MAKE MA LIFE DIFFICULT..GT ANOTHER DICK TO SERVICE GO AHEAD LA..Y BOTHER ABT THE PREVIOUS ONE..SOME GALS ARE REALLY SIMPLY IRRITATING!!!

TODAY GT YOGA LESSON AT 2PM...AFTER THAT DONNO WAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO..SO SIAN!

WHAT A VERY LONG WAIT!!

YESTERDAY I WAS ACCOMPANIED BY A FRIEND OF MINE TO THE POLYCLINIC...WE WENT OUT ABT 0930++...THE QUEUE AT THE CLINIC WAS REALLY PULLING MY MORAL DOWN...Y MUST THERE BE ALOT OF PPL GOIN AT THE SAME TYME?...ATLEAST FOR ME I RARELY GO TO THE CLINIC...SOMETYMES I SICK ALSO I GO WERK...THE WORST PART WAS WHEN IM REFERRED TO LEVEL 3...N ON THE PAPER IT STATE THAT IM PATIENT NO 5...SO OK LA...WONT BE SO BAD..BT MA NO 5 DOESNT SEEMED TO COME..ALL THE OLD2 PPL WHO CAME LATER THAN ME ENTER FIRST...THIS IS SO DAMN STUPID LAH...IT SHULD BE FIRST COME FIRST SERVE...NT SERVE OLD PPL FIRST...DOESNT MEAN THE YOUNG PPL ARE NT VERY SICK..THANK GOD I WAS WITH MA FWEN...IF IM ALONE?..THIS IS NT THE FIRST TYME SIA LIKE THIS...HAIYO...BUT OK LA..GT 2 DAYS MC...HAHAH..RELAX AT HOME..

DAMN IT IM SICK!!

I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS.....IM OK IF HAVIN FEVER..BUT FLU IS A NONO..HAIYO..STILL COME WERK..BUT BUT BUT...HAHAHA...IM TAKIN MA MC..ON MON N TUES...WHICH MEANS MON TO THURS IM NT WERKING...GD TYMING RYTE?..ON WED GT YOGA LESSON...THURSDAY GOT SPA MASSAGE..TYME TO PAMPER MASELF...
LAST FRI WENT FOR MEDICAL CHECK UP...SO FAR SO GOOD LA...CANT WAIT ANY LONGER...I DONNO HW TO SURVIVE IF I DONT GET THE JOB SIA...IF I NEVER GET THE JOB...I PLANNING TO RETAKE ALL MA 'O' LEVELS...DEN GO POLY TAKE MA DIP..N IF POSSIBLE GO TRY MA LUCK FOR THE DEGREE...DEN GO BACK TO POLICE FORCE..IF I GET THE JOB..I WILL STILL TAKE PART TYME STUDIES..PLANNIN TO STAY IN THE FORCE FOR ABT 15 YRS DEN GO EITHER CID OR ISD..DEN WHEN IM GONNA RETIRE...I WANTED TO BE A DISP MASTER IN SCH...HEHE..THATS WAD I PLANNED LA..

LAST FRIDAY WAS REALLY A RUSHING DAY FOR ME..EARLY AFTERNOON WENT OUT WITH LAM GO SKIN CENTRE...DEN AFTER THAT WENT TO TRUE YOGA OUTLET TO COLLECT SOME STUFF DEN WE GT NO WHERE TO GO..SO I MSG DEE ASKIN HER WHERE SHE IS..DEN SHES OUTSIDE NTH DO N NOWHERE TO GO..SO I MEET HER UP...AFTER A WHILE LAM WENT HOME..DEN WHEN I N DEE WENT TO BUGIS MET UP WITH KENTANG..DID A LIL SHOPPIN!!!...HAHA...OKOK NW THE SERIOUS PART..WHILE HAVIN ALL THAT FUN..A FWEN OF MINE WAS CAUGHT AT CUSTOM HAVIN ILLEGAL CIGGIES...HE MUST PAY THE FINE OF $800 WITHIN 2 HRS IF NT IT WILL BE A COURT CASE..N THERE GOES HIS FUTURE..SO HE CALLED ME N SEEK HELP..I REALLY DONNO WAT TO DO...800 IS TOO MUCH...KENTANG FORK OUT $100..ME N LAM $100...HAIRUL $50..CHIONG $40..SURPRISINGLY JABBAR $40...THE REST IS FROM HIS OTHER FWEN...I MENTIONED THIS NAMES AS TO APPRECIATE THEIR HELP...WITHIN 2 HRS..WE MANAGED TO HELP OUR IN NEED FWEN...FOR THE REST OF THE PPL WHOM WE CALLED...N TOLD US LATER HE CALLED BACK BUT JUST KEEP SILENCE...I DONT WISH TO MENTIONED NAMES...I LOOK DWN ON U...SOME REALLY GT NO MONEY..CALLED OR MSG SAYIN THEY REALLI WANNA HELP BUT CANT..I UNDERSTAND..ATLEAST WE GT THE RESPONSE...BT SOME PPL JUST..HAIX..DONNO LA EH WAD TO SAY...AT THE END OF THE DAY HES FWEE..THANK GOD..KENTANG SAYS WE R LIKE MAFIAS..OUR LEADER WAS KIDNAPPED N I AS THE FINANCIAL ADVISOR WILL HAVE TO PAY FOR THE RANSOM..JUST TO KEEP HYM ALIVE...HAHAHA...KENTANG2

OUHH YAH..I DID SIGN UP FOR A YOGA THINGY...HEHEHE....SUPRISED?..ME TOO...TRYIN STUPID THINGS NWADAYS...BT ITS FOR MA HEALTH...I WANNA GET BACK IN SHAPE..N YAH I NEED O LOSE 8KG!!!!...I WANNA BE 60...WAHLAU..SO HARD SIA..HAVE BEEN SLACKIN THIS FEW DAYS...NEVER EXERCISE...DAMN IT..SHALL START ALL OVER AGAIN AFTER IM DONE WITH THESE SICKNESS...

SO TIRED!!!

MA FAV VID...HAHA

TRIP TO THE ZOO (ANIMAL PHOTOS ONLY)