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THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING...REALLY LOVE THIS KINDA ACTIVITIES..HAHAHAHA

THINGS JUST HAPPEN TOO FAST

OK Y DO I SAY THINGS HAPPEN TO FAST?...COZ AS MUCH AS I DONT WANNA RUSH INTO RELATIONSHIP...THESE THINGS JUST RUSHED INTO OUR LIFE UNPLANNED. RECENTLY I WAS WAITING FOR HER AT HER PLACE WHEN SHE WENT DOWN N TOLD ME TO GO UP...AS IN GO TO HER HSE LA...HER PARENTS ASK ME TO GO UP...I WAS LIKE....NO WAY MAN...I ONLY KNOE U FOR LIKE LESS THEN A WEEK...N I ALREADY MET UP WITH HER PARENTS..SHE IS THE FIRST GAL I MET THE PARENTS IN JUST A FEW DATES...

WHEN I CAME INTO THE HSE...HER PARENTS WELCOME ME IN A FRIENDLY MANNER LA..WE DO TALK FOR AWHILE....THEY ASKED ME QNS ABT MA LIFE LA...TELL ME THINGS ABT HER..THEN WE LFT THE HSE...FROM WAD I KNOE..IF HER PARENTS DONT LIKE THE GUY SHE BRINGS HOME...THEY WILL MSG HER CAN GO OUT BUT AFTER 1 HR MUST COME HOME...SO I WAS LIKE SCARED LA..WAITING FOR THE MSG...BUT AFTER FEW HOURS STILL NO MSG...THE NEXT DAE I ASKED HER WHAT HER MUM TOLD HER..I WAS RELIEVED WHEN HER MUM IS OK...HAHAH..SHE SAID SHE LIKE MA LASHES...HAHA...AND TOLD HER NOT TO BE PETTY TOWARDS ME LA..DONT BE DEMANDING LA...ETC...

SO MUCH AS NOT TO RUCHED THINGS...ALL THIS HAPPENS...HRMM...LIFE IS REALLY UNPREDICTABLE...

STAY FOR AWHILE ONLY?

U JUST SAID U WANNA ME TO STAY AWHILE ONLY?...SO NOT FOR LONG LA?...HRMM..BUT DONT WORRY LA...LIKE I SAY TO U..I DO MEANT IT..DONT THINK OTHERWISE...

AND ELMA!....HAHAHAHA....STILL WANNA KNOW WHO THE GAL IS?...HAHAHA...SHE CALLED ME UP WHEN I WAS WERKING JUST TO ASK ME WHO THE GAL IS...HEHEHE...

TODAY MEETING HER FOR AWHILE...THANK GOD SHE STAYS NEAR BY...SO SORT OF CAN MEET ANYTYME...TO MA FWENS...I WILL LET U GUYS MEET HER ONCE WE R READY...

MY SMILES ARE BACK!

AFTER ALOT OF DOWNS IM GOING THROUGH IN MA LIFE...SUDDENLY I MANAGED TO GET UP A LIL BIT.RECENTLY I WAS ONLINE CHATTIN DEN GOT TO NOE THIS GAL WHO WAS ANGRY DUE TO WHAT HER X HAD DONE TO HER...WE TALK THERE FOR AWHILE..DEN STOPPED TALKING ABT HER X AND WE CHAT GETTING TO NOE ABT EACH OTHER..THEN WE WENT A LEVEL UP TO GO CHAT AT MSN..WE CHAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY N BEFORE WE SIGN OUT, WE XCHANGE NUMBERS...

WE KEEP MSGING EACH OTHER KEEPING EACH OTHER COMPANY ALL THE TYME..THE NEXT DAY WE PLANNED TO GO JOGGING...BUT TOO BAD IT RAINS...HAHA..DEN WE WERE LIKE DOONO WHAT TO DO N WHERE TO GO...THEN SHE ASKED ME WEATHER I WANNA GO WATCH MOVIE WITH HER..DEN I SAID OK LA...WE WATCHED MADAGASCAR..BECOZ OF HER THAT WAS MA FIRST TYME WATCHING ANIMATION IN CINEMA...NEVER HAD I WATCHED ANIMATION IN CINEMA...HAHAHHA....AFTER THE MOVIE...WE ASKED IF I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH..PASIR RIS OR CHANGI...WE WENT TO PASIR RIS...SAT DWN AT THE WATER BREAKER..N TALKED...TO BE HONEST...SHE IS THE FIRST GAL THAT I DATED I NEVER HUG N KISS...SHE IS TOO GOOD...TOO NICE FOR ME TO PLAY ARD WITH HER...SHE GT A VERY CLEAN HEART..

BECOZ OF DAT I WAS AT THE PARK TILL 11++ AND SO SO SO SO SO SORRY ZAM DIDNT MEET U...TUESDAY OKIE ZAM WE MEET...KO NI DA MCM MATAIR AKU LAK.. HAHAHHA...SHE IS WORKING AS A NURSE...SHE HAS A VERY FAIR COMPLEXION..A VERY SWEET SMILE..SHY..N MOST OF THE TYME SHE SMELL NICE..HAHA...WE R NOT RUSHING INTO A RELATIONSHIP...LETS JUST GO WITH THE FLOW..I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE ANIONE ANIMORE...NWADAYS I JUST FEEL VERY2 HAPPIE...IM ON A HAPPY SIDE..

SHULD I OR SHULD I NOT

MA X NADZIRAH WANTED TO ADD ME BACK TO FWENSTER....SHOULD I ADD HER BACK OR LEAVE IT OR REJECT HER?...HRMMM....WAD SIA?...SOMEBODY PLS..NEED HELP HERE...

IM PUTTING ON WT...

ITS BEEN MNTHS SINCE I TRAIN MASELF...N YESTERDAY WAS MA FIRST TYME WENT TO THE GYM...MA BODY IS SO WEAK THAT I HAD TO START FROM THE BEGINNING...I CARRY THE LIGHTEST WT N SLOWLY GO UP...USUALLY I CAN RUN FOR 6KM...NW A SIMPLE 1.2KM IS TIRING FOR ME,....I REALLY NEED TO GET BACK LIKE LAST TYME..IM PUTTING ON WT..MUST REALLY DO SMTH ABT IT...

IM BORED SITTING AT HOME...I GT NTH TO DO....THE ONLY THING I WILL BE DOING AT HOME IS TO SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER AND EITHER CHAT..PLAY GAME..UPDATE MA BLOG OR WATCH MOVIES. REALLY NEED TO FIND SMTH TO DO SIA....

REFLECT ON EARLIER POST

EARLIER I SAID ABT Y NS MAN WAS TREATED DIFFERENT FROM REGULARS...FROM WHAT I OBSERVE..MOST OF NS MAN USUALLY LIKE TO COMPLAINT TO SUPERVISORS..N I DO REALLY MEAN MOST....ALL THEY EVER DO IS TO COMPLAIN..REGARDLESS OF ANYTHING...SOMETYMES THEY THING IF THEY KEEP COMPLAINING THEY WOULD BE LIKE BY THE SUPERVISORS...BUT ACTUALLY THE SUPERVISORS WILL HATE THEM MORE..

I HAD A VIEW FROM A NS MAN N ALSO FROM A REGULAR...I NOE..IM ONCE A NS MAN..JUST LIKE IN MA CURRENT WERKING PLACE..THERE IS THIS 3 CHINESE BOYS..ALL THEY EVER DO IS COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN...THEY DONT LIKE THINGS THAT IS NOT LIKE THEIR WAY...N COZ OF THAT...ONLY OUR MADAM LIKE THEM..BUT THE REST OF THE TEAM DONT LIKE THEIR ATTITUDE....THEY EVEN COMPLAIN AGAINST OTHER REGULARS...

SO MA ADVISE TO U PPL WHO R READING THIS...IF U NOE U ARE ACTING LIKE THIS..STOP IT LA...PASS THIS ARD LA..ITS NT GD TO BE HATED...LIFE WILL BE BORING...WHENEVER WE HAD OUTINGS...THIS THREE 'MANGKOKS' WILL NEVER COME..COZ THEY ARE NT INVITED...SAD RYTE?...DONT BE LIKE THEM...

LIFE HAS TO GO ON

WELL LIFE IS A JOURNEY....ITS NOT A DESTINATION....SO IT WILL HAVE TO KEEP MOVIN N MOVIN REGARDLESS OF WAD HAS HAPPEN...WE CANT KEEP LOOKIN BACK AT WAD HAD HAPPEN...BUT MUST LOOK FORWARD AND MAKE THE PAST OUR LEARNING JOURNEY....

TALK TO SOME PPL WHO REALLY MAKES ME SMILE..MA WERK PPL MADE MA HAPPIE...N YAH THEY ASKED ME OUT TO JOIN THEM...FIRST TYME I WENT TO A CLUB...SO NT FAMILIAR...BUT DIDNT REALLY NJOY MUCH LA...NT MA KINDA PLACE TO HANG OUT...BUT PPL ASKED MA OUT ALREADY...RATHER THAN I JUST SIT AT HM DO NTH...MET UP WITH ALOT OF PPL...MAHIRAH..NANA...AZMIL..PUTERI..AND SOME OTHER PPL...

I JUST HAVE TO KEEP ON SMILING...THATS WAD I MUST DO NW....KEEP MASELF HAPPIE...CANNOT ALWAYS SAD2...HRMMMMM

IN LOVING MEMORIES

SHE IS THE GAL IM TALKIN ABT...NICE GAL TO BE WITH..SWEET AND ADORABLE...ALTHOUGH WE JUST GOT TO NOE EACH OTHER...THE ATTRACTION IS STRONG...EVERYTHING WAS GOIN ON FINE...UNTIL YESTERDAY...PAST FEW DAYS...WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING...COZ HER PARENTS DONT ALLOW HER TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP...SHE MADE A VERY WRONG DECISION...SHE COMMIT SUICIDE...SHE PASSED AWAY YESTERDAY...I WAS WORKING N I DONNO ANYTHING..UNTIL THIS MRNG WHEN HER SIS TOLD ME...I COULDNT STOP CRYIN...SHE TOLD ME AFTER THE BREAK UP NT TO LEAVE HER..I DID NOT LEAVE HER LIKE THAT...STILL MSG HER...BUT NW SHE LEFT ME FOREVER...N THERE IS NO WAY I CAN GET BAC WITH HER...SE SAID "CAN I STILL CALL U HUBBY AFTER WE BROKE UP?" I SAID YES..I GIVE HER EVERYTHING SHE WANTS...BUT THIS HAPPEN TO ME..BEFORE HER OPERATION SHE TOLD HER SISTER THAT HOPEFULLY SHE WONT MAKE IT..COZ SHE DONT WANNA LEAVE WITHOUT ME...I WAITED FOR A LONG TYME TO GET A GOOD GAL...WHEN I GOT ONE..GOD TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME...I WOULDNT BE THIS SAD IF ONLY I COULD MEET HER FO THE LAST TYME...THE TYME WHEN SHE REALLY NEED ME THE MOST...HAIX...I WILL NEVER FORGET HER..LOVE HER ALOT...

Y NS MENS WERE TREATED DIFFERENTLY?

Y NS MEN WAS TREATED DIFFERENTLY?...Y I SAY THIS IS BECOZ..AFTER I BECAME A REGULAR...I CAME BACK TO SOC TO TAKE BACK MY IC...EVENTUALLY THEY LOST MA DE KIT LIST SO I HAVE TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN..THERE IS THIS PLACE WHEN I GO...I HAPPEN TO BRING EMPTY SLIP OF DE KIT PAPER COZ I JUST NEED THEIR SIGNATURES..WHEN I CAME INTO THE ROOM...THE GUY WAS VERY RUDE TO ME...HE ASKED ME RUDELY AS TO Y MA PAPER WAS NOT FILLED UP..N STRAIGHT AWAY ASKED ME TO FILL UP...I COULD NT ACCEPT IT COZ HE IS SUPER RUDE..THEN I TOLD HIM THAT THEY LOST MA PAPERS...N U NOE HE SAY...SO??..MA PROBLEM AH?...I WAS SO FREAKING ANGRY THAT I RAISE MA VOICE..I DONT CARE IF HES A DSP OR WHATEVER..

THEN HE ASKED ME..I ORD AR?...DEN I TOLD HYM NO..IM A REGULAR..N I GAVE HYM MA ID...STRAIGHT AWAY HE VERY NICE...HE SAY...AIYA...Y NEVER SAY EARLIER??..COME2 I SIGN FOR U...I WAS LIKE...HUH??...WTH??...HE SAY..I THOUGHT U NS MAN..

WE ARE BOTH SERVING THE SAME ORGANISATION..NS OR REGULAR...WE ARE ALL THE SAME...BUT Y DIFF TREATMENTS?..I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS AT ALL..AS A REGULAR..NW ONLY I CAN SEE HW NS MEN WERK HARD N WHEN THEY ARE FUCK...ITS WORST..EVEN MA NS MENS MAKES MISTAKE..I TRY NT TO FUCK DEM..I WILL JUST TELL DEM SLOWLY..OR I JUST GIVE FACE...HOPEFULLY THIS WILL CHANGE..

GOT MA IC ALREADY!!

FINALLY GOT MA IC ALREADY...YAHOO...BUT FUNNY SIA WHEN I LOOK BACK AT MA OLD PIC...CANT STOP LAUGHING..WEATHER IS DAMN HOT SIA...SWEATING LIKE HELL...ALTHOUGH M A POLICE OFFICER..NW IM JUST A NORMAL CIVILIAN..I STILL GT NO WARRANT CARD..HEHE

FEW DAYS BACK I GT NTH TO DO AT WERK..SO I PRANK CALL TEDDY...AHHA...I SAID IM FROM THE STARHUB COMPANY N INFORMING HYM THAT HE WAS OUTSTANDING BILLS..WHICH FOR REAL..HE DID NOT OWE ANYTHING...AFTER A LONG TYME DEN ONLY I REVEAL MA NAME...HAHAHAHA....WAS FUNNI SIA...TEDDY2...

LAST SATURDAY WENT OUT AT TAMP CC TO WATCH TEDDY PERFORM..WE DIDNT EXPECT THE WHOLE PUNK GRP TO GO UP THE STAGE AND DO THEIR STUFF..HAHA..BUT KINDA COOL THO..MUSIC WAS NICE...NO ROWDY CROWD..DEN ZAM WENT UP TO PLAY GUITAR..AFTER AWHILE...EVEN I WENT UP THE STAGE TO PLAY WITH ZAM..FROM GIG IT BECAME JAMMING SESSION UP THERE...HAHAHA...WAS HAVIN FUN THERE...THE FUNNI THING WHEN WE WERE ON THE WAY HOME..WE SAY GD BUY TO THE MANAGER LA..DEN THIS GAL FROM ANOTHER BAND JUST REACH OUT HER HAND N ALSO SHAKE OUR HANDS...KINDA FORGET WAT HER NAME IS..HAHAHAH...

AT LEAST GT SMTH TO DO LA...TODAY NTH TO DO SIA...JUST PLAY COM N REST AT HOME...TOMORROW GT WERK...THATS ALL