~FRIENDSHIP~

WELL WHAT IS FRIENDSHIP?..WHAT I MAY SAY MAY BE TRUE..IT CAN ALSO BE FALSE..OR DONT MAKE ANY SENSE..

FOR ME FRIENDSHIP IS NT JUST ABT BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER...BUT TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER WITHOUT HAVIN THE NEED TO ASK..Y I AM ACTING DIFFERENTLY TO SOME PPL?..ITS HW I FEEL TOWARDS THEM..I WANT TO SEE HOW OPEN U WANNA BE WITH ME..I DO SMTH I WANNA SEE IF U WANNA CORRECT MA MISTAKE OR JUST KEEP QUIET N KEEP IT WITHIN U...THAT MAKES A DIFF WEATHER U WANNA CHANGE UR FWENS FOR THE BETTER OR JUST WAN UR FWENS TO STAY AS WHAT THEY WERE..IF U THINK THAT U R CLOSE WITH THAT PARTICULAR PERSON..U WILL WAN THE BEST FROM HYM/HER SO IF THEY COMMIT SOME MISTAKE..DO CORRECT THEM..U DONT HAV TO BE MEAN..CAN TALK THINGS OUT..IM SURE AS ADULTS WE CAN UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER...HELLO..WE ARE TALKIN ABT

FWENSHIP THAT LAST FOR YEARS NT JUST DAYS OR MNTHS..

TO CHANGE AN ATTITUDE IS NT EASY YES I AGREE BUT IT HAS TO TAKE TYME..U WANT THINGS UR WAY BT U FORGET THAT U DONT GIVE ANYTHING..WITHOUT GIVING..U CAN NEVER TAKE..THATS WHAT I ALWAYS BELIEVE...WIN-WIN SITUATION..PPL TALK ABT FWENSHIP HERE N THERE..BT WHAT DO THEY REALLI SHOW...U SAY U NEVER 4GET UR FWENS...DO U REALLI SHOW?..SAYIN IS ONE THING..PROVIN IS ANOTHER...ANIONE CAN JUST SAY WHAT THEY WANNA DO BT TO SHOW IS REALLY DIFFICULT...IN EVERYTHING U DO..THERE WILL BE UPS N DOWNS..U NT HAPPIE WITH SMTH U TALK IT OUT NT KEEP IT..IT DOES NT HELP..EVEN I DO FAKE MA FEELINS N EMOTIONS..TO A CERTAIN EXTEND..TO THINK AGAIN..TILL WHEN??..THE LONGER U TOOK THE MORE DISAPPOINMENT U WILL CREATE N FEEL...

IN THE BEGINNIN ITS JUS A NORMAL FWENS BUT AS TIME PASSES FEELINS START TO DEVELOP AMONG FWENS..THE FEELINS NO MONEY IN THE WORLD CAN BUY...U SAY WHEN UR FWENS LEAVE U..U SAY THEY FORGET U...BUT THE THE TABLE ARD N LOOK AT IT IN DIFF ANGLE..Y DO THEY LEAVE?..THERE MUST B A REASON..EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..THINK..IF U WANNA SAY ABT BEING CHILDISH..HW SURE ARE U?..THE WERD CHILDSIH IS JUS A GENERAL TERM..WHAT IS THE TRUE MEANING IN IT?..WHAT IS HE TRYIN TO SAY?..LOOK AT WHAT U DO..EVERYONE IS BZ..YES..SOME WERKIN SOME SKOOLIN..SOME BZ DOIN NTH..WHEN U ARE BZ DOIN SMTH OF COURSE U WILL BE TIRED...EVERYONE IS TIRED..U SAY U R TIRED WHAT MAKES U THINK THAT OTHERS ARE NT?..

EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN RELATIONSHIP PROBS...PERSONAL PROBS..AND MANY2 PROBS..SOMETIMES THE PROBS ONE HAV CANT BE SHARED TO OTHERS..THEY HAV TO KEEP IT TO THEMSELVES..COZ NO ONE UNDERSTAND..NT EVEN CLOSE FWENS..BUT U WILL NEVER NOE IF U NEVER TRY...THOSE HU READ ABT THIS MAY THINK THAT IM JUS BULLSHITIN...THATS UP TO U...THINGS WILL NEVER B ALWAYS BE THE SAME...THINGS WILL KEEP CHANGING..PPL GROW UP..U WANNA CARE ABT UR FEELINS..SLOWLY PPL WILL REALISE THAT U R BEING SELF CENTERED N WONT BOTHER ABT U..COZ U NEVER CARED ABT OTHERS...

U SAY THAT U HAV NEW FWENS N NEVER WANT TO BE WITH OLD FWENS..BT DONT FORGET THAT WHATEVER U ARE IS BCOZ OF WHAT U WENT THROUGH IN THE PAST..WITHOUT THE PAST THERE IS NO FUTURE..U THINK THAT U CAN COPE WITH URSELF..THINK WHO WERE WITH U WHEN THERE WERE TEARS N PAIN IN UR HEART?..WHEN U GT NTH TO DO N BORED WHO ANSWERED UR CALL?..THINK ABT IT..EVERYONE HAS MORE THAN ONE PROBS..THINK AGAIN Y THEY CAN DIVERT THEIR PROBS ACCORDING TO THE SURROUNDINGS?..Y MUST THEY NOE WAT TO PRIOTISED?..Y SOME PPL...NO MATTER HW TIRED THEY ARE..THEY STILL SMILE TO MAKE THE PPL ARD THEY HAPPIE?..U SAY NO ONE CARE ABT UR FEELINS...DO U?..

U SEE THE ACTIONS N REACTIONS IN FRONT OF UR EYES..DO U NOE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN UR FWEN GO BAC HOME LYING ON THEIR BED THINKING HW GREATEFUL THEY WERE TO HAV FWENS LIKE U WHEN U ON THE OTHER HAND WAS JUST ACTING OUT UR FEELINS?...U FEEL THE HURT WHEN UR FWENS DO SMTH STOOPID TO U BUT DO U NOE WAT TEHY DO BEFORE THEY GO TO SLEEP EVERYDAY?...

LIFE IS NT ABOUT BEING UR WAY...U MUST LEARN TO COMPROMISE..NOE WHAT TO DO AT TIMES..U WAN UR FWENS TO BE OPEN WITH U..DO U?.. WHAT IF ONE DAY UR FWENS HU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR U JUS GONE LIKE THAT?..ITS TOO LATE TO REALISE UR FAULTS..HAT IF UR FWENS ARE TIRED OF UR ATTITUDE N START TO NEGLECT THE FWENSHIP?..U WILL SEE THEM CHANGE N AGAIN U WILL SAY ITS THEIR FAULT COZ THEY GOT NEW PPL ARD THEM...APPRECIATE WHAT IS IN UR HANDS BEFORE THEY SLIPPED AWAY...U DON HAVE TO SAY SORRY...

I MASELF DON BELIEVE IN THE WERD SORRY..MA FWENS NOE THAT...I SHOW THAT IM SORRIE..LIKE THAT TYME WHEN MA FWENS WAS NT REALLI HAPPIE COZ I DISTURB DEM...TELL ME STRAIGHT...N I CHANGE..NW I STILL DO DISTURB BT IS IT LIKE LAST TYME?..LAST TYME WHEN PPL DISTURB ME I WILL KEEP FIGHTING BACK TILL I WIN BT NW EVEN WHEN I NOE I CAN WIN I JUST KEEP QUIET...LET THE PPL ARD ME WIN..U DISTURB ME I CAN TAKE IT..IN FACT I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPIE IF I WAS DISTURBED LIKE HW I DISTURB PPL...IT WOULD BE MORE FUN..Y AM I SAYIN THIS?..NT TO BE PROUD COZ U PPL CANT SEE..SAD RYTE IT?

RIGHT NW INSTEAD OF SAYIN ITS PPLS MISTAKE..Y NT WE SIT DOWN...BRING DOWN OUR EGO N REFLECT ON OURSELF..IN FACT IM TELLIN THIS TO MASELF TOO..IM NT PERFECT...NO ONE IS PERFECT...NO MATTER HW OLD WE ARE..WE STILL NEED GUIDIANCE..I THINK I TALK TOO MUCH...

IF I WROTE ANYTHING HERE THAT HURTS U OUT THERE WHO IS READING IT..IM REALLI SORRIE...A MILLION SORRY..IM JUS DOIN MA PART TO KEEP THE FWENSHIP ALIVE..THERES A SAYIN WE CAN FORCE A HORSE TO THE RIVER..BUT CAN NEVER FORCE IT TO DRINK THE WATER THERE..FORGIVE ME IF I SAY ANYTHING WRONG...LET US JUST REFLECT...THNX FOR READING IT..REALLI APPRECIATE THE TYME U SPENT....