WELL LAST FRIDAY ZAM WAS ENLISTED N SATURDAY WAS HAIDIR'S TURN..2 OF MA FEW CLOSE FWENS HAVE GONE IN..FOR 2 WEEKS CANNOT MEET EITHER OF DEM..BT IM SURE WHEN THEY BOOK OUT..THERE WILL BE LOADS OF STORIES THEY WANNA TELL...BT FOR NW VERY BORED LEI...CANNOT ASK ZAM OUT TO LEPAK (SLACK)..SOON WAN WILL ALSO BE ENLISTED..THEN IT WILL BE VERY HARD TO MEET ALREADY LOR...HRMM..WE PLAN WHEN THEY BOOK OUT..GOIN TO WEST AREA..WE GO EAT STEAMBOAT TOGETHER...YAHOO!!...HAHA...CANT WAIT FOR THAT DAY..
ABT WERK...HAIYA...ITS HARD FOR ME TO POST GOOD THINGS ABT MA WERK NWADAYS...LIKE RECENTLY THE GLS PLANNED THAT THE JUNIOR INTAKES BECOMES THE GL...ITS A WAY OF GIVING THEM TRAINING...FOR ME..ITS TOTALLY NONSENSE...I DONT LIKE THE IDEA AT ALL...I MEAN..OKOK FIRST THING FIRST..IF U WANNA PUT US AS GLS...THERE MUST BE A MEETING TO INFORM US HW THINGS GO ALONG..WATS THE PLAN N STUFF..BUT NO...JUS THROW US INTO THE POST..IM NT LIKE SOME PPL WHO DIE2 WANT TO BE GL...I NOE MASELF N IM NT READY FOR THAT POST YET..2ND THING IS I DONT LIKE HAVING MA SENIOR UNDER MA CHARGE...IT EVEN FEEL BAD IF I HAVE MA SAME INTAKE UNDER ME..I DONT FEEL RIGHT... HAIX.. HARD TO XPLAIN...ALREADY THERE ARE ALOT OF GOSSIPIN ARD WERK...INFRONT ACT GOOD BT BEHIND GIVES ALL THE BAD COMPLAINS..IM SURE IF THE JUNIORS BECOMES THE GL...THE SENIOR INTAKES WILL WATCH VERY CLOSELY WHAT WE DO DEN AS USUAL INFORM SUPERVISORS..ITS ALWAYS OK FOR THEM TO DO WRONG..WHEN IT COMES TO OUR PART THEY BRING IT UP SO HIGH THAT IT WILL BRING SHAME..I HAVE SEEN WHAT MA SENIORS DID...N I WILL DO THE SAME THING..DEN I SEE WHAT THEY DO...
THE THING IS THAT..OUR SUPERVISORS JUST JUDGE HIS MAN FROM THE SENIOR INTAKES WHOM I CAN SAY BARELY NOE THE REST WELL..THEY JUST GIVE THE COMMENT OF WHAT THEY SEE FROM THE OUTSIDE..IF I WERE THE IN CHARGE LIKE WHAT I USED TO BE..I LOOK AT THE PERSON FROM THE INSIDE..LIKE WHAT IS HE CAPABLE OF...NOT JUS FROM WHAT I SEE IN THE OUTSIDE OR JUDGE FROM WHAT OTHER PPL SAY...FOR EXAMPLE IF THE GL WERE TO WALK WITH SOMEONE QUIET..THEY OK LA..NEVER SAY ANYTHING...BUT WHEN COME BAC...SPREAD SAYIN THE PERSON MCM PAHAM(LIKE REAL)..ITS BECOZ THE PERSON DONNO OR HAS GOT NTH TO SAY..IF THEY SAW THIS GUY WALK IN A MANNER HE DOES NT LIKE..HE SAY MCM PHM TOO...MUST EVERYONE BE THE SAME?...BE LIKE HYM THAT HE CAN ACCECPT?...ISINT THAT CHILDISH IN WANTING PPL ARD U TO BE LIKE U?...I WOULD PREFER TO BE DIFFERENT RATHER THAN THE SAME AS THEM..THATS Y MOST OF THE TYME I COME WERK TO WERK DEN GO HOME..NEVER SLACK WITH THEM... SAME GOES TO OUR TL LOR..IF HES A TRUE LEADER HE WOULD GET TO NOE HIS MEN HYMSELF..NT BY SOMEONE ELSE..THATS SO IMMATURE (OUR TL IS YOUNGER THAN MOST OF US..CANT XPECT MUCH) ...FOR EXAMPLE THIS GUY IS ABIT PLAYFUL BT WHEN IT COMES TO HELPIN THE JUNIORS OR OTHER MATES HE CAN BE SERIOUS..SOME PPL JUS SEE HIM AS PLAYFUL N MARK HIM ALL THE WAY...FOR ME THIS IS UNFAIR.. TOTALLY UNFAIR..
SOME OF MA SENIORS JUS NOE HW TO JUDGE FROM WHAT THEY SEE...IF THATS WHAT U CALL SENIORITY DEN I SAY ITS BULLSHIT...NT ALL SENIORS ARE ACTUALLY QUALIFIED TO BE ONE..I WERK WITH ALMOST ALL SO I NOE HW THEY WERK..SOME LIKE TO ATTEND CASE WHICH IS GOOD...I LIKE..SOME JUST PREFER TO RUN AWAY FROM IT..COWARD..THE ONLY REASON HE GIVES WAS OUT OF SECTOR LA.. NOT IN OUR CONTROL LA..THIS LA THAT LA..I JUS GT ONE QNS FOR HYM LA.. WHATS THE PURPOSE WE WEAR THE POLICE UNIFORM?.. TO SHOW OFF?... FOR WAD?.... HAIYA..CANT WAIT TO GET OUT ALREADY...I STILL PREFER THE LAST TYME WHEN I JUST GOT IN..IT WAS STRICT FIRM N AT THE SAME TYME CAN HAVE FUN...I JUST HOPE THAT MA JUNIORS CAN WERK PEACEFULLY N NJOYED WHAT THEY DO..I DONT WISH TO BE LIKE SOME OF MA GLS...ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO PLAY INTAKE..I DONT WANT TO MENTION NAMES LA...N I WILL JUST KEEP IT TO MASELF..IT WILL NEVER LEAK OUT..
SO TIRED THAT ITS BEEN DAYS SINCE I WENT TO THE GYM..MUST START TO TRAIN BACK...CANNOT JUST STAY TIRED...STILL YOUNG..MUST BE ACTIVE..YEAH!..I GUESS DATS ALL..
SAYONARA
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