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SHE IS SO CUTE...I JUST WANNA SHARE THIS CLIP WITH U PPL...HAHA..CANT STOP LAUGHING...HAHA

BORING!!!

THE MOVIE I AM LEGEND IS BORING MAN..THANK GOODNESS I DIDNT WATCH IT IN THE CINEMA...ITS A WASTE OF TYME...THE MOVIE HAV GT NO STORY LINE...HE THINKS HES THE LAST PERSON ON EARTH WHEN HIS NT...THERE ARE STILL LOADS OF SURVIVORS...PEOPLE TURNING INTO ZOMBIES...SO THE 'MEREPEK'..BT THE NICE PART WAS ABT THE DOGS LA...SO FIERCE..HAH..IF THAT DOG WOULD CHASE AFTER ME..I DONT EVEN NOE WHERE N HOW TO RUN SIA...HAHA...OUT OF 10 I WOULD GIVE 3-4 LA...NT WORTH IT TO WATCH...

COMING UP ALIEN VS PREDATOR 2..NATIONAL TREASURES: BOOK OF SECRETS..THE WARLORDS AND ONE MISSED CALL....I THINK THIS ARE GOOD MOVIES...MUST WATCH DEN I WILL COMMENT..HEHE...

SHOCKING NEWS!!

I WAS DOIN MA WERK AS PER NORMAL..IT WAS 9 PLUS WHEN MY FWENS N I RECEIVE A SHOCKING NEWS...SOMEONE JUMPED ONTO THE TRACK..WE WERE TOLD THAT HE WAS AN OLD MAN...MA 2 OTHER FWEN WHO WERE IN CHARGE OF THE CCTV WAS EVEN SHOCKED COZ AFTER HE JUMPED ONTO THE TRACK..THERE WERE NO BODY FOUND...MOMENTS LATER...I RECEIVE ANOTHER NEWS THAT A SIMILAR INCIDENT HAPPEN IN MARSILING...I WAS IN A VERY SHOCK STATE...HW CAN TWO PPL JUMPED ONTO THE TRACK WITHIN 1 HOUR N THE STATION IS ONLY SIDE BY SIDE???...I CANT GO TO THE SCENE COZ THE TRAINS WERE DELAYED..SO WE JUST LISTEN TO THE NEWS N INSTRUCTIONS...

WHEN WE CAME BACK...WE WERE TOLD WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN...IT WAS ACTUALLY THE SAME GUY..INITIALLY HE JUMPED AT KRANJI..WHEN HE JUMPED ONTO THE TRACKS...HE WAS NT HURT..SOMEHOW NO ONE NOES HOW THE HELL HE MANAGE TO GET OUT OF THE TRACK AND GO TO THE NEXT STATION (MARSILING)...EVEN THE CCTV CANT CAPTURED HIS MOVEMENTS..MOMENTS LATER HE WENT TO MARSILING N JUMPED...THIS TYME HIS LEG WAS DETACHED FROM HIS BODY...MA FWEN TOLD ME WHEN HE LOOKED AT THE LEG..ITS JUS LIKE A PIECE OF MEAT AT THE WET MARKET WITH 2 BONES STICKING OUT..ITS VERY GROSS...SURPRISINGLY THE OLD MAN IS STILL ALIVE...THE SCDF QUICKLY GET HYM OUT N RUSHED HYM TO THE HOSPITAL...

IT IS A VERY BAD START FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR...AFTER THAT EVERYTHING WENT WELL N NORMAL...TRAINS BACK ON TRACK...

AFTER WERK MEET MA FWENS WENT JOGGING...DEE WAS SICK BT STILL WENT JOGGING...DEE2...SHE SAID SHE NEVER ATE FOR 2 DAYS...HAIX ITS NT A WAY TO XPRESS UR FEELINS TOWARDS HAMAD U NOE...GO EAT LA..ZAM'S LEG WAS ALSO INJURED BT STILL WENT JOGGING...ASK HYM GO CHECK UP HE SAY NT IMPORTANT...HAIX..ZAM2...I DONT WANNA U TO LOSE A LEG...LATER KENA THE INSULIN HW?..HAHA...CANNOT RUN ANIMORE...PLS LA MA FWENS....TAKE CARE OF URSELF...

OUT TO TOWN!!

WELL PICS WILL TELL THE STORY OF OUR OUTING TO TOWN....HAV LOADS OF FUN N LAUGHTER...LIKE HAIDIR LAUGH IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD SO LOUDLY THAT PPL JUST TURN N LOOK....NIZAM THINKS THAT HES IN BOLLYWOOD CIRCLING ARD PILLARS LOOKIN FOR ME....WAN GIVIN THE CRAMP FACE AFTER DIR SQUEEZE HIS TITS...DEE COMIN TO MEET US N GREET US WITH THE WERD 'PENIN'..LU AYY SHOUTING IN PUBLIC WHEN BEING TICKLE...TED CANT STOP SQUEEZING PPL TITS...HAHA....ITS ALL ABT LAUGHING...

FUNNI OUTING

YESTERDAY WENT OUT WITH LU AYY HIS SISTER...TEDDY..DEE...N MA NIECE..LOTS OF FUNNY THINGS HAPPEN...LIKE...I QUE FOR THE ATM MACHINE...AFTER A LONG TYME THERE DEN I REALISE I DID NT BRING MY DEBIT CARD...HAHA...THANK GOD TEDDY WAS THERE SO I BORROWED HYM MONEY FIRST...AFTER WE HAD OUR MEAL WE WENT BACK TO MA HSE COZ I NEED TO SEND THE LITTLE ONE HM BEFORE GOING TO PASIR RIS PARK...DEE DONT REALI WANNA GO COZ ITS HAMAD'S BDAY..BT I N TED FORCE HER...HAHA...FUNNI...ACTUALLY I NOE LA SHE WANTED TO GO..BUT JUST PUT ON A GOOD ACT...HAIDIR WAS NT THERE LA..SO ITS NT AS FUN...WHEN WE REACHED THERE SAY HI TO MAMA ABAH N NENEK...HAMAD DIDNT EVEN COME TO US..THATS WAS FOR ME SO THE KUANG AJAR LOR...WE WENT THERE COZ OF HIS BDAY BT HE JUST STICK WITH HIS GF N HIS FWENS..NVM LA...PPL GT NEW GF..ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT..NVM....

AFTER THAT ME ZAM TED N LU AYY..WENT TO CHEERS BUY SOME FOOD N WE SLACK AT SOME OTHER PLACE...THATS WHEN I MAKE A VERY2 FUNNI STORY ABT ME N LU AYY'S SISTER...THATS HILARIOUS...ZAM N TED KEEP LAUGHING..EVEN I LAUGH TILL I CRIED..HAHAHA...IF ONLI I RECORD WHAT I SAID..I WOULD PASTE IT HERE...AT ABT 7++...WE PACK UP N WENT HOME...SO TIRED SIA...BUT THAT WAS REALLI ENJOYABLE..DEE N DIR MISSED IT MAN...

I SHOULD MAKE A NEW SECTION THAT HAS A TITLE " NEW WERDS I LEARNT TODAY " ..SO MANY STOOPID WERDS WE SAID THATS FUNNI...HAHA...I WILL WRITE IT DOWN..

LONG LEAVE!

SAME THING EVERYDAY..WERK2..TIRED U NOE..MA THROAT IS GETTIN BETTER THATS GD LA..BT I GO WERK PRETEND TO BE SICK DEN I JUST DO THE LIGHT WORK...LIFE IS REALLY GREAT WHEN U R SICK...HAHA...IT WILL BE BETTER IF PPL CARE..HAHAH...BT IM NT TAKIN ADVANTAGE LA..SOMETIMES OK LA..HEHE...

ON LEAVE TILL NEXT TUESDAY!!!..YAHOO

GD NEWS!!

YESTERDAY NIGHT SLACK WITH HAIDIR N ZAM...AS USUAL LA LAUGH2 LIKE CRAZY PPL..GOT ONE TYME WE WERE AT THE VOID DECK DEN ZAM SAW SMTH RUNNING ACROSS BEHIND ME...DEN HE SCREAM LIKE A GAL..HE SAW A RAT BEHIND MY LEGS...IF I COULD RECORD HIS VOICE..ITS TOTALLY HILARIOUS...DEN MOMENTS LATER I SAW THIS FLYING THINGY ABOVE MY HEAD..WHEN IT FINALLY CAME TO A STOP ITS ACTUALLY A COCKROACH..DAMN I QUICKLY WANTED TO RAN AWAY N ACCIDENTALLY KICK HAIDIR'S NEW HP..HAHA..IM SO BAD..BT IM AFRAID SIA..CANNOT BLAME ME..I AM JUST AFRAID OF FLYING INSECTS..EEEEEE!!!

FINALLY TOMORROW GOING BACK TO WERK...AFTER SO LONG ROTTING AT HOME..I GT TO GO OUT N DO SMTH...YAHOOO!!...BT THE BAD THING IS WERK FOR ONLY 2 DAYS DEN I ON LEAVE AGAIN TILL NEXT TUESDAY...WHAT AM I GOING TO DO SIA...

HRMM...ABT MY THROAT...ITS GETTING BETTER EACH DAY...I FEEL SO RELIEVE.. EVERYTHING WILL GO FINE..WILL HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO CIGARETTES..SHOULD TRY SMTH NEW..LIKE WAT?..I ALSO DONNO..WILL HAVE TO THINK LOR..

IM HAPPIE!!..HAHA....IM SO HAPIE...

GETTIN BETTER..YAHOO!!

FINALLY I CAN SEE THAT MA THROAT IS GETTING BETTER...AFTER EATIN ALL KINDS OF PILLS..PLANNING TO STOP SMOKIN ALREADY..I DONT WANNA HAVE MY TONSILS CUT OFF...ITS GOIN TO LOOK UGLY...JUS A BIT OF SWOLLEN AT MY GUM AREA N THROAT...STILL CANNOT TALK PROPERLY LA..HAVE TO TAKE SOME TYME..HOPEFULLY IT WILL RECOVER FAST N SOON...

ON SUNDAY I WAS A GD BOY...SIT AT HOME NEVER GO OUT..HAHA..THE BAD THING IS GOIN BACK WERK ON WEDNESDAY...SO BORING...WANTING TO TAKE MC DEN I DUN HAVE TO GO WERK UNTIL NEXT TUESDAY...WOW..THATS GOOD RYTE?..HAHA..

SO WHEN ARE WE GOIN TO THE ZOO?...IT HAS BEEN YEARS SINCE I GO THERE...

SO I GUESS OUR NEXT EVENT AFTER SENTOSA IS ZOO???....

OPERATION!

PREVIOUSLY I TALK ABT THE SENTOSA N ABT WHAT HAPPEN AFTER THE VIVO THINGY..

AFTER WE WENT TO VIVO CITY..WE STRAIGHT WENT TO THE HOSPITAL..I CANNOT REALLY ENDURE THE PAIN..SINCE I CANNOT TALK I ASK TEDDY TO ACCOMPANY ME INSIDE..WHEN WE FIRST STEP IN..THE LADY ASKED MY NAME..TEDDY TOLD HER I COULD NT SPEAK..DEN SHE JUS GO LIKE..."U DONT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH OR ARE U DUMB?!"..I JUS GAVE HER ONE FUCK UP LOOK..DEN TEDDY SAID MY THROAT WAS SWOLLEN...DEN SHE LIKE..OHH...OKOK...WTF...

AFTER REGISTRATION..SAT FOR A VERY2 LONG TYME TO SEE THE DOC..AFTER ABT 1 HR OF WAITING FINALLY MY NUMBER APPEAR..I WENT IN WITH TEDDY N TEDDY HELP HE DO THE TALKING..I TRIED TO SPEAK LA..BT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND..I EVEN TYPE MSGS AT MY HP N SHOW IT TO THE DOCTOR..

I DONNO WHAT THE WERE TALKING DEN ASK ME TO GO FOR X-RAY..I WENT LA..AFTER THE X-RAY WHEN I SAY THE RESULT IT WAS REALLY HORRIFYING TO LOOK AT...I WAS AFRAID I MUST UNDERGO OPERATION TO CUT THE AFFECTED AREA OFF...THAT WAS WAT I WAS INFORMED BY THE DOC...AFTER THE DOC LOOKED AT THE X-RAY...HE SAID ITS BAD BT HE WILL GIVE SOME ANTIBIOTICS..IF BY TUESDAY STILL THE SAME..DEN WILL HAVE TO DO SMTH ABT IT..MAYBE IM GOING TO DIE SOON..

EVERYTHING WAS OVER AT ABT 1145...LU AYY N ZAM WAS WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE..KEEEP ASKIN ME HW..I COULD NT TALK JUST GAVE ZAM THE PAPER/REPORT N HE UNDERSTAND..MY BODY WAS INITIALLY VERY WEAK..SO DECIDED TO GO TEDDY HSE N REST...BUT ZAM CHANGE PLAN LAST MIN..SO WE TOOK CAB N WENT HM STRAIGHT...THE MOMENT I REACHED HM I JUST ATE 2 SLICE OF BREAD N TOOK MY MEDICINE..FLY TO MY LALA LAND...

TO ZAM TEDDY N LU AYY...THNX FOR WAITING THAT LONG...I REALLY APPRECIATE IT..EVERYONE WAS TIRED..WENT SWIMMING THEN WAS OUT AT NIGHT...I REALLY THANK U PPL ALOT..THNX THNX THNX...MAY GOD BLESS U WITH GOOD DEEDS...

SENTOSA TRIP!!

FINALLY WE WENT TO SENTOSA..SURPRISINGLY THE WETHER WAS ON OUR SIDE..IT DID RAIN BT THANK GOODNESS IT ONLY LASTED FOR A SHORT WHILE...HAIDIR BROUGHT HIS TP FWENS...N THE NUMBER JUST KEEP INCREASING...WAS REALLI FUN LA..ALL OF US BROUGHT FOOD THAT CAN LAST US OUR LIFETIME..HAHAH..

LU AYY CAME LATE COZ HE NID TO COLLECT THE CAKE...WE WERE SUPPOSE TO SUPRISE HAIDIR BT TIPAH TOLD HAIDIR EVERYTHING..THANKS EH TIPAH...WE EVEN CELEBRATE DEE N ZAM BELATED BDAE...ALL THANKS TO WAN...HE REALLI PUT IN LOADS OF EFFORT...

I COULD NT EAT MUCH COZ MY THROAT STILL HURTS...N IT GOT WORST..I EVEN HAD FEVER AT SENTOSA...I CANNOT GO DIVING..THERES LIKE LOTS OF THINGS I CANNOT DO...DAMN ANGRY SIA..MY HEAD HURTS...DAMN IT MAN..EVEN GOING HM TYME HAIDIR FELL SICK..HE VOMITED..EVERYONE WAS SHOCKED..AFTER HE WENT TO THE TOILET...HE WAS OK ABIT...

AFTER THAT WE PARTED FROM EACH OTHER..ZAM LUAYY TEDDY N ME WENT TO VIVO CITY WANTED TO BUY SMTH FOR LU AYY'S GAL...WHILE HAIDIR N THE REST WENT HOME...WE WENT TO VIVO CITY N BOUGHT THIS 'MAKE URSELF BEAR' OR SMTH LIKE DAT LA..THE GAL HU WAS WITH US WAS CUTE MAN..HAHA...AFTER THAT WE WENT BACK...

TO BE CONTINUED...

WHAT THE HELL!!

YOU NOE THIS MRNG MA THROAT IS ABIT OK ALREADY..CAN STILL TALK AS NORMAL..BT TODAY HAVE TO WERK IN CHARGE OF CAMERAS N THE ROOM IS LIK WAT?..18-19 DEG?...ITS SO DAMN COLD N ITS STARTED TO SWOLLEN AGAIN...HAIYA...TOMOROW SIA THE SENTOSA THINGY N THIS HAPPENS...I REALLI DONT LIKE THIS..I HATE IT!!!...I ATE THE MEDICINE STILL LIKE NO CHANGES..FEELS LIKE JUS TAKIN OUT EVERYTHING..HAH....DAMN...

BOUGHT THE FOOD FOR TOMOROW ALREADY...I WAS RUSHING AT THE NTUC FAIR PRICE COZ I DONT WANNA STAY TOO LONG IN THE AIR CON PLACE..HAIX...EVEN TILL NW IT HURTS....HELAP!!..HELAP!!...

HW LONG MAN??

MY THROAT SEEMED TO BE WORST..I DID EAT THE WOODS THINGY BT I DONT THINK ITS WERKIN LEH...ITS EVEN HARD TO EAT MY MEALS..SOMETIMES GT NO MOOD AT ALL...HAIYA...I DRANK LOADS OF WATER..EVEN TAKE LOADS OF PILLS JUST TO MAKE MASELF COLD..SEKALI COLD FOREVER..HAHA...IT WILL BE REALLY BORING IF BY THIS SAT MY THROAT STILL HURTS...I WILL B KEEPIN QUIET MOST OF THE TIME..N ITS NT FAIR!!..HMPH!..

TODAYS WERK WAS EVEN BETTER..I WAS LIKE SLEEPING THE WHOLE DAY..WE R LIKE LAZY TO WALK ARD SO JUS WASTE THE TYME SLEEPIN...I WAS JUST SUCKING MY WOODS THINGY TRYING TO MAKE MASELF FEEL BETTER...I WAN IT TO CURE!!..

BTW YESTERDAY WENT TO BUGIS WITH ZAM N TEDDY...TEDDY WANTED TO BUY SOME SPECS..BUT AT THE END HE DIDNT BUY IT...APEDA..WE WENT INTO THIS LEVIS SHOP N I TRIED THIS JEANS WAIST 29...I WAS SHOCKED WHEN I CAN FIT IN...MA WAIST WAS FROM 38 NW I CAN FIT 29..PARTLY IM HAPPIE ABT IT LA BUT ON THE OTHER HAND..IM AFRAID IF IT KEEPS SHRINKING..WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME?..

MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO...HAHAHA...ITS FUNNI LA

HAHA...DAMN!

WELL MA THROAT IS GETTIN WORST..YESTERDAY I COULD NT EVEN TALK PROPERLY N LU AYY WAS ON HELL OF AN IDIOT TO BE RECORDING ME WHILE IM TALKIN..ITS KINDA HILARIOUS..I WILL POST IT IF I GT THE VIDEO..HAH..I CANT EVEN EAT PROPERLY..B4 GOIN TO TEDDY HSE WE GO BUY SMTH TO EAT..I N TEDDY ONLY ATE SUSHI..COZ HE JUS PLUCK OFF HIS WISDOM TOOTH...HHAHA..SO BOTH OF US COULD NT TALK PROPERLY....LIKE THAT ALSO WE MANAGE TO GO JAMMING FOR A WHILE..HAHA

WHEN WE WERE AT TEDDY HSE..I JUST TOOK A REST AFTER TRYIN THE CLOTHES I BOUGHT AT THE JOHN LITTLE SALE..AFTER THAT I DISTURB LU AYY..HHAA...FIRSTLY I PUT HIS PIC N SUSI AS WALL PAPER TO HIS LAPPY...DEN I SEND HIS SISTER'S PIC TO MY HANDPHONE N USE IT AS WALLPAPER..HE WAS MAD WHEN HE GT TO NOE..COMMON LA LU AYY IM ONLY JOKIN LA..BT SERIOUSLY UR SIS IS CUTE..HAHAHAHAHHA..DEN I FELT SO TIRED DAT I JUS LAY DOWN ON THE FLOOR N FELL ASLEEP...UNTIL ZAM WAKE ME UP..EVEN THAT I WAS LAZY TO OPEN MY EYES...FORCE MASELF TO WAKE UP N GO HM...

REACHED HM ALREADY...EAT MY MEDICINE N FLY BACK TO MA LALA LAND...TEDDY ASKED US TO FOLLOW HYM TO BUGIS WANNA BUY SOME STUFF...SEE LA IF IM NT TIRED AND IF MY THROAT IS OK ABIT...

BAD LUCK DAY

WELL YESTERDAY WAS REALLI A BAD DAY FOR ME N MY TEAM..FIRSTLY MY THROAT WORSEN..I CAN BARELY SPEAK PROPERLY..OUCH!!..TODAY I WILL BE GOING TO POLYCLINIC..DEN MEETIN ZAM N LU AYY TO BUY SMTH..IF NT YESTERDAY I WANTED TO SLACK WITH ZAM BT MA THROAT REALLY MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE..BACK FROM POLYCLINIC..N ITS REALLY SUCK MAN...I CAME AT 9+...N I LEAVE THE PLACE AT ABT 12 NOON...THE WORST THING IS I ONLY SEE THE DOC FOR LESS THAN 5 MIN...THE REST OF THE TIME WAIT N WAIT...WAH LAU...N THE MEDCINE COST ABT $19..S'PORE IS REALLY MAKIN LOADS OF MONEY...

MA TEAM WAS REALLY HAVING OUR BAD LUCK YESTERDAY..FROM EARLY MRNG WE WERE SCOLDED COZ OUR TEAM HAS BEEN PLAYIN ARD TOO MUCH COMPARED TO OTHER TEAMS..THEN OUR TEAM WAS SABO...SOMEONE SABO US BY SAYIN WE DID LOADS OF VANDALISM..WHEN ACTUALLY ITS NOT US LOR..OUR TEAM LEADER WAS FRUSTRATED WITH US COZ WHEN HE TRIED TO CONTACT US..NO ONE REPLIED..ITS NT THAT WE WANT TO IGNORE..THAT PLACE HAS GT NO RECEPTION..WHAT TO DO SIA....DEN GOING HOME THAT TYME..ONE OF MY PARTNER'S HANDCUFF KEY WAS DIFFERENT..COMPARED TO THE OTHER HANDCUFF'S KEY...THE GUY SAID THAT MAYBE HE HAD LOST THE KEY BT WENT TO BEACH ROAD TO PURCHASED NEW ONE WHICH IS REALLY STUPID COZ HE WAS SA (STAFF ASSISTANT) THE WHOLE DAY..THAT DRAG OUR TYME N HAV TO STAND DOWN LATE

THINGS HAS BEEN BAD FOR QUITE SOMETIMES N I JUS HOPE IT WILL GO AWAY SOON..

THE BAD N GOOD

YESTERDAY WAS REALLI BORING DAY LA..NTH MUCH HAPPENED..WENT TO WERK..HANDLE A FEW CASES..WAS TOLD THAT 2 OFFICER WAS CHARGED..1 OF DEM WAS CHARGED FOR CHEATING DURING IPPT...HE COULD NT PASSED THIS PARTICULAR STATION SO ASKED ONE OF HIS FWEN TO HELP HIM..IN THE END HE WAS CAUGHT..THE SECOND ONE WAS CHARGED AWOL COZ HE NEVER COME FOR IPPT AT ALL..THE REASON HE GAVE WAS HE OVER SLEPT..STOOPID RYTE?..FOR ME ITS BETTER TO FAIL WITH DIGNITY DEN PASS BY CHEATING..

THIS MRNG BEGAN BAD...WOKE UP ONLY MY THROAT WAS SWOLLEN..ITS EVEN HARD FOR ME TO TALK...DAMN LA..PAINFUL U NOE..HAV TO DRINK LOADS OF WATER..MAYBE MA BODY IS VERY HOT..N NT ONLY DAT I EVEN GT A RUNNING NOSE...WHAT THE HELL...

LAST SHIFT WAS WORST LOR..WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY UP MY VEHICLE..MY FINGERS WERE AT THE DOOR SIDES..MY PARTNER DID NT SAW MY FINGERS N SLAM THE DOOR CLOSE...BEFORE I COULD EVEN SAY ANYTHING MY FINGERS WERE CAUGHT IN BETWEEN THE DOORS..I SCREAMED LIKE ONE SMALL KID...DAMN ITS VERY PAINFUL..WHEN I TRIED TO GRIB MY HAND..MY 2 FINGERS COULD NT MOVE..I THOUGHT I BROKE MY FINGERS.BT AFTER I MASSAGE N KEEP RUBBING IT..SLOWLY IT MOVES..TILL NW IT HURTS...

TODAY LAST AFTERNOON SHIFT....YAHOO!!....DEN TUE N WED OFF..THUR N FRI MRNG SHIFT..SAT TO TUES OFF..WOOHOOO....CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY...SURE WILL HAV LOADS OF FUN THERE...SENTOSA!!!!! IM COMIN!!!....HAHAHA

HARPIE BUSRTDAY TIPAH!!

YESTERDAY WAS TIPAH'S BIRTHDAY.AS USUAL ME ZAM TED LU AYY WAS THERE TO CELEBRATE WITH HER..SHES FUNNY LAR..COZ SHE KEEP REMINDING US LIKE 5 MINS TO MIDNIGHT LA..DEN 2 MINS LA N WHEN ITS MIDNIGHT SHE SAY LOUDLY N WANTS PPL TO WISH HER HAPPIE BIRTHDAY..SHES JUS VERY CUTE..

WHEN WE WERE AT MAC..WE KEEP LAUGHING N LAUGHING FOR EVEN THE SMALLEST THING..LIKE HAIDIR SAID ONE OF THE MAKCIK FACE LIKE APE LA...SO THE KURANG AJAR...HAHAHAN TO PLAN FOR TIPAHS POEM TOOK A VERY LONG TYME..HAIDIR INITIALLY WANTED ME TO WRITE 19 THINGS ABT HER..BUT I ONLY MANAGE TO WRITE 11...SORRY YAH..

TO WAIT FOR HER CUT THE CAKE..IF THERES A PREGNANT LADY SHE WOULD HAVE ALREADY GIVEN BIRTH...IT TOOK HER SOOOO LONG JUS TO CUT ONE CAKE..WHEN SHE FINALLY CUT HER CAKE..HAIDIR GAVE HER THE ROSE N BIRTHDAY CARD HE BOUGHT FOR HER..HW SWEET OF HYM..DEN AFTER THE CAKE WAS CUT..TIPAH'S CLEEN FACE TURNED INTO SPOTS OF CHOCOLATE..HAHA..NT ONLY HER..EVEN HAIDIR AZMIL N WATI FACE ALSO WAS ALSO FILLED WITH SPOTS OF CHOCOLATE..THEY MAKE ALOT OF NOISE N I WAS PRAYIN HARD THAT THE POLICE WONT COME..OR ATLEAST CAME AFTER WE LEFT THE PLACE LA..I GUESS GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS...

AFTER THAT ME LUAYY ZAM N TED WENT OVER TO THE CONNECTOR PLAY GUITAR..TRYIN TO MAKE NEW SONGS..WE MANAGE ABIT LA..BUT CAN SAE ME ARE ATLEAST MOVING NT JUST STANDING AT THE SAME SPOT..WE SLACK THERE TILL MRNG ABT 4++ DEN TED N LU AYY WENT HM..JUS BEFORE TED BOARD THE CAB..I N ZAM FLAG ANOTHER CAB N WHEN HE MAKES A U-TURN...I N ZAM RAN OFF...HAHAHA..STUPID US..

30/11/2007

WERK N WERK N WERK...IM SO TIRED...IT SEEMED THAT I HAVE GT NO LIFE AT ALL U NOE..I HAVE TO RUSHED TIME TO MEET MY FWENS...THANK GODNESS I GT NO GF..IF NT I DONNO HW WILL SHE REACT...SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE NT COMING TO WERK..DOIN THE SAME THING EVERYDAY N IM SO SICK OF IT...SOMETIMES FELT HAPPIE COZ GOT ONE TIME WHERE THIS MOM WAS SEPARATED FROM HER 9 YR OLD DAUGHTER..SHE WAS VERY WORRIED N KEPT ASKIN ME IF S'PORE IS A SAFE COUNTRY..SHES AFRAID IF ANYTHING WOULD HAPPEN TO HER DAUGHTER..I TRIED ALL MY EFFORT TO CALM HER DOWN..WE MANAGE TO TRACK HER DAUGHTER DOWN N AFTER ABT 15 MIN WE BROUGHT HER MOM TO HER DAUGHTER..N ITS SO TOUCHING TO SEE THEM HUGGING EACH OTHER..ITS THE FEELING OF SATISFACTION THAT NO MONEY CAN BUY..SHE COME UP TO ME THANK ME MANY TIMES..SHAKE MY HAND...AGAIN SAYIN THANKS..IM SO PLEASED..IM VERY2 HAPPY..THAT REALLY MAKE MY DAY...

TODAY WAS WORST..MY FINGERS WAS SMASHED WHEN MY FREN TRIED TO CLOSE THE DORR OF OUR VECHICLE..DAMN BOTH FINGERS WAS SWOLLEN..AWWWW!!!..ITS SO PAINFUL..HAIX...

YESTERDAY WE WENT JOGGING..ME DEE LU AYY N ZAM..BEFORE GOING JOGGING I HAVE GOT PT LESSON AFTER WORK RUNNING FOR 5 KM..DEN RUSHED BACK CUT HAIR...DEN PREPARE MASELF FOR JOGGING WITH MA FWENS..WAS KINDA LATE LA..FUNNY THING WAS I N ZAM REACHED THERE FIRST FOLLOWED BY LU AYY N DEE..AFTER OUR WARM UP..WE RAN TO PASIR RIS..MEETING WAN(HES NT RUNNING)..COZ ON THE WAY WE MEETIN HAIDIR N TIPAH..AFTER THE JOG WE SAT DOWN N CHIT CHAT..ZAM MAKE LOADS OF WRONGLY PRONOUNCED WERDS LIKE..'BUAH' TO 'BUEH'..MONORAIL TO MONOROOL..'BOTOL' TO 'BOTOOL'..HAH..WE KEPT LAUGHING N LAUGHING..

AFTER THAT WE WENT TO THE TOILET COZ REALLY CANNOT TAHAN THE WETHER..VERY COLD..THAT DEE SAID SMTH STOOPID ABT PEEING STANDING UP..I WANTED TO XPLAIN TO DEE HW A GAL WOULD PEE STANDING UP WHILE I WAS AT THE WALL HALF SQUAD..A BOY CAME BESIDE ME N ASKED ME QNS..DAMN I WAS STUNNED SIA..PAISEY...HAHA...N IT HAPPENED FOR TWO TIMES...HAHAHA..IN FACT THINGS STARTED TO BE MORE FUNNIER WHEN WE MEET HAIDIR..WE KEEP DISTURBING EACH OTHER ALL THE WAY BACK..

IM SO UNSURE!!

SOMETIMES WHEN I THINK AGAIN..IS IT SO WRONG TO LOVE SOMEONE SO DEEPLY?..N IS IS WRONG TO FALL IN LOVE?..Y CANT WE CONTROL OUR FEELINGS?..AFTER MY BROKE UP I TOTALLY HAVE NT MOVE ON..MAYNY PPL THOUGHT THAT I HAVE MOVED ON N LEADING A NORMAL HAPPIE LIFE BT THEY ONLY GT TO NOE ABT IT WHEN I TOLD THEM..N THEY WERE SHOCKED..ALL THIS WHILE I JUST FAKE MY SMILE TO LET PPL THINK THAT I AM HAPPIE..ITS NT EASY TO FORGET THOSE STUFF..ITS LIKE SO ATTACHED TO ME..IT AS BEEN WITH ME FOR YEARS N IT WILL HAVE TO TAKE TYME TO LEAVE ME..I WONT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF..I MUST TELL MYSELF TO MOVE ON..

RECENTLY I THINK THAT I KINDA LIKE THIS GAL WHO HAPPENS TO BE MY CLOSE FWEN...I JUS DONNO HW N I DONNO WHAT TO SAY..IM SO CONFUSEDI FELT LIKE THAT COZ SHE SAYS SHE GONNA MOVED HSE..DEN SUDDENLY I FELT SMTH MISSING..I TALK N MSG WITH HER..ALL THIS WHILE I DONNO THAT WHEN I DSITURB HER N STUFF THE FEELINGS FOR HER JUS GROW..I NVR REALISE IT UNTIL THE DAY WHEN SHE IS GOING FAR...I DO TOLD HER ABT MY FEELINGS..N I THOUGHT SHE WOULD TELL ME ANYTHING..COZ I DONT REALLY CARE ABT HER ANS..I JUST WANNA TELL HER MY FEELINGS..IS IT WRONG???...AFTER TELLING HER SHE JUST KEPT QUIET..THE NEXT DAY NEVER PICK UP MY CALLS N REPLIED MA MSGS..IS IT FAIR?..IF I NOE THIS WERE TO HAPPEN I WOULD JUST BOTTLED UP MA FEELINS..ITS BETTER TO BE THAT WAY..DONT TELL ANIONE ANYTHING..

INSTEAD OF TELLIN ME SHE CONTACT MY OTHER CLOSE FWEN..I DIDNT TELL MANY PPL COZ I MYSELF IS UNSURE..SO I DONT WANT TO MAKE THIS THING BIG..DEN WHAT MY FWEN SAID WAS LIKE HE THINKS WE R HIDING STUFF FROM HIM..ITS NT LA..JUS NT THE RIGHT TYME..IF I KNEW HE ALREADY NEW ABT IT I WOULD AVE TALK TO HYM..Y ARE THINGS BEING SO LIKE THIS..N THE WORST THING IS NXT SAT WE ARE GOING TO SENTOSA N THAT GAL IS COMING TOO...I IDINT NO THAT I DID SO MANY BAD STUFF TO OTHERS THAT IM FACING THE RETRIBUTION NW..

AND ZAM PLS LA DONT SAY U SORIE LA FOR TELLIN ME OR NT TELLIN ME..ITS DOES NT EVEN MAKES ME ANGRY LA..IF U DIDNT TELL ME I WONT EVEN NOE WAD..U SHULD NOE MY ATTITUDE WAD..SO FAR I NEVER GET ANGRY WITH U B4 SO DONT BOTHER ABT IT LA..

YOUR QNS ARE ANSWERED HERE

Y I NO LONGER WRITE POEMS?

THE REASONS Y I NO LONGER WRITE ANY POEMS IS BCOZ OF WAD HAPPENED IN THE PAST..I WROTE LOTS OF POEMS TO THIS SPECIAL SOMEONE..I LET OUT MY FEELINGS HAPPIE SAD DISSAPOINMENT AND MANY2 MORE THROUGH WERDS.. ONE DAY WHEN I ASK BACK FOR THE POEMS TO KEEP AS ARCHIVES..WHAT I GOT BACK WAS MA POEMS IN SMALL LITTLE PIECES..IT WAS TORN AS IF NO ONE CARE OF THE EFFORT PUT IN IT..

TO MAKE ONE POEM IT WOULD TAKE ME ABT 2-3 DAYS WITH LONG HOURS JUST TO MAKE IT SOUND PERFECT..NO ONE NOES..PPL JUS LOOK AT IT AND SAYS IT SOUNDS NICE BUT DOESNT NOW HW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN...WHEN I LOOK AT THE SMALL PIECES OF PAPERS..THATS THE DAY I STOPED WRITING ANY POEMS WTH MY HART..FOR ME ITS NT WORTH IT..

THANK GOD I STILL KEPT MY DRAFTS SO I ROUGHLY NOE WHAT I WROTE IN MA POEMS...THOSE POEMS THAT I WROTE IN HERE ARE THE OLD ONES..I WILL JUS TYPE IT BACK DOWN WHEN I HAVE THE TYME..BT SORRY LA..MOST OF IT ARE ALL LOVE POEMS..HEH..

Y AM I STILL SGL?

GD QNS..HAH..ACTUALLY I ALSO DONNO LA Y IM SGL..AFTER I BROKE UP I DO MEET UP WITH LOADS OF GALS BT MA HART JUS DONT FEEL THE LOVE..I MET UP WITH MANY2 DIFF GALS..SOME LIED TO ME ..... SOME JUS IM NT COMFORTABLE WITH WHEN IM WITH DEM..

THERE ARE TWO GALS I MET UP WITH..I KINDA LIKE THEM BUT AFTER A FEW MEETINGS GT TO NOE THAT THERE WERE ENGAGED..HW DO I NOE?..THEIR FIANCEE CALLED ME N TELL ME..GD THING THEY WERE NT RUDE SO AFTER I WAS TOLD I JUST LEAVE THE GALS..GALS ARE ALL THE SAME..THEY ALWAYS SAYS THAT GUYS HAVE NO FEELINGS BT NEVER REALLI LOOK AT THEMSELVES..SOME JUS WANTS MONEY..SOME JUS FOR SEX..I JUS DONNO WHAT TO SAY ANIMORE..JUS WHEN WILL MY PRINCESS COME..

WHAT KINDA GAL I WANT?..A GAL THAT I FEEL COMFOTABLE WITH..

Y I NEVER GIVE CHANCE TO OTHER GALS?

LIKE THAT DAY I WAS TALKING TO HAIDIR DEN HE ASKED Y I NEVER WANT TO GIVE CHANCE TO OTHER GALS WHO LIKES ME..ITS NT THAT I DUN WANNA GIVE THEM THE CHANCE..BT MOST OF THE TIME I DUN HAVE THE HEART TO BE WITH DEM..NO MATTER HW HARD I TRIED..THINGS JUS WOULD NT WANT TO CHANGE..SOMETIMES THE GAL I LIKE I CANT HAV DEM..N THE GAL HU LOVES ME I DUN FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH HER..SO I WILL JUS HAV TO WAIT LA...

THE POEMS

1ST POEM

EVERYTYME WE EMBRACE
I GO TO THAT SPECIAL PLACE
WHEN WE JUS WALK HAND IN HAND
IM IN NEVER NEVER LAND

WHENEVER I LOOKED THROUGH UR EYES
I BEGAN TO GET BUTTERFLIES
THEN MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT
AND OUR LIPS SLOWLY MEET

YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND
YOUR FACE IS ALL IT CAN FIND
I THINK ABT U EVERYDAY
ABD KNOW IT WILL WERK SOMEDAY

SOME SAY WE'RE DUMB AND FOOLISH
SOME SAY WE SHULD DO AS WE WISH
BUT ALL MY HEART COULD EVER DO
IS TO SAY I LOVE U.

2ND POEM

STANDING ON MY KNEES
LOOKING UP TO THE SKIES
AS THE MOONLIGHT CRAWLS DOWN MY BODY
TOGETHER FROM TEARS FROM MY EYES

YOU LEFT E WITHOUT A WORD
ALL I WANT IS THE TRUTH FROM U
EVER SINCE THAT DAY ONWERDS
MY REGRETS ARE FOR LOSING YOU

WHAT I DO MY LOVE IS STILL FO U
YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART
IM STILL HOLDING ON TO U
DREAMING ABT U RIGHT FROM THE START

EVERSINCE U LEFT ME IM LEFT WITH CRIES
THIS IS THE TRUTH NT ANY LIES
SADDNESS AND LONELINESS U CN C IN MY EYES
I JUS HID IT WITH LOTS OF SMILE

3RD POEM

YOU MOTIVATE ME WITH UR SMILE
YOUR VOICE CHASED AWAY MY FEARS
EVEN BY SITTING WITH ME FOR AWHILE
U ALREADY EASE THE BURDEN IN MY EYES

YOU HAV NEVER BEEN MY ENEMY
COME BAC SO WE CAN B TOGETHER
CAN SOMEONE BRING HER BACK TO ME
TO CONTINUE THE DWEAMS WE BUILT 2GETHER

NTH CAN ERASE U FROM ME
I DONNO Y I LOVE U DEEPLY
NISERY IS WAT U GAVE ME
U REALLY NEED U SO BADLY

UR LOVE ARE JUS LIKE ROOTS
THAT WRAPED AROUND MY HEART
I REALLY MISS U LOADS
COME AND FILL MY EMPTY HEART

MY FRIENDS

FRIENDS ARE ACTUALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE..WITHOUT THEM I DONNO WHAT I WILL BE DOING..THERE WERE THERE EVERY TYME I NEED THEM REGARDLESS OF THE TYME LIKE ZAMURAI..HE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED A WORD FROM HYM..AN ADVISER I CAN SAY.I CAN TELL HYM ALMOST ANYTHING I WANT N I NOE HE WILL UNDERSTAND..IT NT THAT I DONT WANNA TELL MA OTHER FWENS ITS JUST THAT MAYBE THEY WONT BE EITHER ABLE TO ACCECPT IT OR WONT UNDERSTAND.

I A VERY COMPLICATED PERSON..I LIKE TO KEEP THINGS TO MASELF N SOMETIMES HIDE THINGS FROM EVERYONE..LIKE DEE SAID THAT IM A CHANGED PERSON FROM THE LOOK OF MY SMILE..I NO LONGER SMILE LIKE LAST TYME..NW WHEN I SMILE THERE ARE SORROWS HIDDEN BEHIND THOSE SMILE..ITS HARD TO TELL OTHER COZ THEY DONNO HW I FEEL..I JUS SMILE COZ I WANT MA FWENS TO NOE IM HAPPIE SO THEY DONT HAVE TO WORRY..

LAST TYME I USED TO SMILE ALOT..IM A VERY HAPPIE PERSON I PROUD TOO..BT NW SINCE I LOST THE PERSON I LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING..EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY SELF-CONFIDENCE..MY CLOSE FWENS THEY STILL NOE I HAVE FEELINS FOR HER BT THERES NTH I OR THEY CAN DO..WELL I GUESS THIS IS KARMA N IM ON THE BAD SIDE NW..IM A BAD PERSON SO NW IM PAYING FOR THE BAD DEEDS I DID..

FOR MY OTHER FRIENDS IF I WERE TO TALK ABT THE GOOD THINGS THEY DID TO ME ITS BEYOND COMPARISM OF WAT I DID...NW WHEN I LOOK AT THEM I CAN SEE THEY ARE HAPPI..HAIDIR N TIPAH HAV BEEN TOGETHER FOR LIKE 4 YRS..LU AYY FINALLY AWAY FROM SUSI CLUTCHES..TEDDY DATIN A VERY SWIT GAL..ZAM N HIS GF..WAN WITH HIS LIFE OR MAYBE THE GAL IN HIS LIFE NW?..AHAH...FAI ALSO WITH HIS GF..SAME WITH AMAN FINALLY INTO HIS BUSINESS THINGY..DEE HAV A NEW GUY..IM HAPPIE TO SEE THEM HAPPIE..

My First Entry

HELLO PPL THIS IS MA FIRST ENTRY..,

nOTHING TO DO SO MAKE BLOG LOR..

TIME WILL MAKE THIS BLOG MORE INTRESTING...

PRINCE OF DARKNESS YOU MIGHT BE THINKING ABT WHAT IT ACTUALLY MEAN N HW IT ACTUALLY AFFECT ME..ITS ACTUALLT THE MEANING OF DMITRI MY NAME HAH..THE NAME THAT HAS STUCK ON ME FOR A FEW YEARS..

DMITRI IS A VAMPIRE NAME N SINCE I LIKE VAMPIRE VERY MUCH I CHOOSE TO BE INTO IT. LIKE READING MORE ABT THEM N HOW THEY EXISTED. ACTUALLY THE REAL PERSON WHO GAVE ME THE NAME WAS NON OTHER THAN MA CHILDHOOD FWEN ZAMURAI (NOT HIS REAL NAME)..WILL TALK ABT HIM N SOME OTHER FWENS IN THE UP COMMIN ENTRIES..

THATS ALL FOR THE FIRST ENTRY..