SOMETIMES WHEN I THINK AGAIN..IS IT SO WRONG TO LOVE SOMEONE SO DEEPLY?..N IS IS WRONG TO FALL IN LOVE?..Y CANT WE CONTROL OUR FEELINGS?..AFTER MY BROKE UP I TOTALLY HAVE NT MOVE ON..MAYNY PPL THOUGHT THAT I HAVE MOVED ON N LEADING A NORMAL HAPPIE LIFE BT THEY ONLY GT TO NOE ABT IT WHEN I TOLD THEM..N THEY WERE SHOCKED..ALL THIS WHILE I JUST FAKE MY SMILE TO LET PPL THINK THAT I AM HAPPIE..ITS NT EASY TO FORGET THOSE STUFF..ITS LIKE SO ATTACHED TO ME..IT AS BEEN WITH ME FOR YEARS N IT WILL HAVE TO TAKE TYME TO LEAVE ME..I WONT LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF..I MUST TELL MYSELF TO MOVE ON..
RECENTLY I THINK THAT I KINDA LIKE THIS GAL WHO HAPPENS TO BE MY CLOSE FWEN...I JUS DONNO HW N I DONNO WHAT TO SAY..IM SO CONFUSEDI FELT LIKE THAT COZ SHE SAYS SHE GONNA MOVED HSE..DEN SUDDENLY I FELT SMTH MISSING..I TALK N MSG WITH HER..ALL THIS WHILE I DONNO THAT WHEN I DSITURB HER N STUFF THE FEELINGS FOR HER JUS GROW..I NVR REALISE IT UNTIL THE DAY WHEN SHE IS GOING FAR...I DO TOLD HER ABT MY FEELINGS..N I THOUGHT SHE WOULD TELL ME ANYTHING..COZ I DONT REALLY CARE ABT HER ANS..I JUST WANNA TELL HER MY FEELINGS..IS IT WRONG???...AFTER TELLING HER SHE JUST KEPT QUIET..THE NEXT DAY NEVER PICK UP MY CALLS N REPLIED MA MSGS..IS IT FAIR?..IF I NOE THIS WERE TO HAPPEN I WOULD JUST BOTTLED UP MA FEELINS..ITS BETTER TO BE THAT WAY..DONT TELL ANIONE ANYTHING..
INSTEAD OF TELLIN ME SHE CONTACT MY OTHER CLOSE FWEN..I DIDNT TELL MANY PPL COZ I MYSELF IS UNSURE..SO I DONT WANT TO MAKE THIS THING BIG..DEN WHAT MY FWEN SAID WAS LIKE HE THINKS WE R HIDING STUFF FROM HIM..ITS NT LA..JUS NT THE RIGHT TYME..IF I KNEW HE ALREADY NEW ABT IT I WOULD AVE TALK TO HYM..Y ARE THINGS BEING SO LIKE THIS..N THE WORST THING IS NXT SAT WE ARE GOING TO SENTOSA N THAT GAL IS COMING TOO...I IDINT NO THAT I DID SO MANY BAD STUFF TO OTHERS THAT IM FACING THE RETRIBUTION NW..
AND ZAM PLS LA DONT SAY U SORIE LA FOR TELLIN ME OR NT TELLIN ME..ITS DOES NT EVEN MAKES ME ANGRY LA..IF U DIDNT TELL ME I WONT EVEN NOE WAD..U SHULD NOE MY ATTITUDE WAD..SO FAR I NEVER GET ANGRY WITH U B4 SO DONT BOTHER ABT IT LA..
