MY FRIENDS

FRIENDS ARE ACTUALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE..WITHOUT THEM I DONNO WHAT I WILL BE DOING..THERE WERE THERE EVERY TYME I NEED THEM REGARDLESS OF THE TYME LIKE ZAMURAI..HE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED A WORD FROM HYM..AN ADVISER I CAN SAY.I CAN TELL HYM ALMOST ANYTHING I WANT N I NOE HE WILL UNDERSTAND..IT NT THAT I DONT WANNA TELL MA OTHER FWENS ITS JUST THAT MAYBE THEY WONT BE EITHER ABLE TO ACCECPT IT OR WONT UNDERSTAND.

I A VERY COMPLICATED PERSON..I LIKE TO KEEP THINGS TO MASELF N SOMETIMES HIDE THINGS FROM EVERYONE..LIKE DEE SAID THAT IM A CHANGED PERSON FROM THE LOOK OF MY SMILE..I NO LONGER SMILE LIKE LAST TYME..NW WHEN I SMILE THERE ARE SORROWS HIDDEN BEHIND THOSE SMILE..ITS HARD TO TELL OTHER COZ THEY DONNO HW I FEEL..I JUS SMILE COZ I WANT MA FWENS TO NOE IM HAPPIE SO THEY DONT HAVE TO WORRY..

LAST TYME I USED TO SMILE ALOT..IM A VERY HAPPIE PERSON I PROUD TOO..BT NW SINCE I LOST THE PERSON I LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING..EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY SELF-CONFIDENCE..MY CLOSE FWENS THEY STILL NOE I HAVE FEELINS FOR HER BT THERES NTH I OR THEY CAN DO..WELL I GUESS THIS IS KARMA N IM ON THE BAD SIDE NW..IM A BAD PERSON SO NW IM PAYING FOR THE BAD DEEDS I DID..

FOR MY OTHER FRIENDS IF I WERE TO TALK ABT THE GOOD THINGS THEY DID TO ME ITS BEYOND COMPARISM OF WAT I DID...NW WHEN I LOOK AT THEM I CAN SEE THEY ARE HAPPI..HAIDIR N TIPAH HAV BEEN TOGETHER FOR LIKE 4 YRS..LU AYY FINALLY AWAY FROM SUSI CLUTCHES..TEDDY DATIN A VERY SWIT GAL..ZAM N HIS GF..WAN WITH HIS LIFE OR MAYBE THE GAL IN HIS LIFE NW?..AHAH...FAI ALSO WITH HIS GF..SAME WITH AMAN FINALLY INTO HIS BUSINESS THINGY..DEE HAV A NEW GUY..IM HAPPIE TO SEE THEM HAPPIE..