Wednesday, November 28, 2007

YOUR QNS ARE ANSWERED HERE

Y I NO LONGER WRITE POEMS?
THE REASONS Y I NO LONGER WRITE ANY POEMS IS BCOZ OF WAD HAPPENED IN THE PAST..I WROTE LOTS OF POEMS TO THIS SPECIAL SOMEONE..I LET OUT MY FEELINGS HAPPIE SAD DISSAPOINMENT AND MANY2 MORE THROUGH WERDS.. ONE DAY WHEN I ASK BACK FOR THE POEMS TO KEEP AS ARCHIVES..WHAT I GOT BACK WAS MA POEMS IN SMALL LITTLE PIECES..IT WAS TORN AS IF NO ONE CARE OF THE EFFORT PUT IN IT..
TO MAKE ONE POEM IT WOULD TAKE ME ABT 2-3 DAYS WITH LONG HOURS JUST TO MAKE IT SOUND PERFECT..NO ONE NOES..PPL JUS LOOK AT IT AND SAYS IT SOUNDS NICE BUT DOESNT NOW HW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN...WHEN I LOOK AT THE SMALL PIECES OF PAPERS..THATS THE DAY I STOPED WRITING ANY POEMS WTH MY HART..FOR ME ITS NT WORTH IT..
THANK GOD I STILL KEPT MY DRAFTS SO I ROUGHLY NOE WHAT I WROTE IN MA POEMS...THOSE POEMS THAT I WROTE IN HERE ARE THE OLD ONES..I WILL JUS TYPE IT BACK DOWN WHEN I HAVE THE TYME..BT SORRY LA..MOST OF IT ARE ALL LOVE POEMS..HEH..
Y AM I STILL SGL?
GD QNS..HAH..ACTUALLY I ALSO DONNO LA Y IM SGL..AFTER I BROKE UP I DO MEET UP WITH LOADS OF GALS BT MA HART JUS DONT FEEL THE LOVE..I MET UP WITH MANY2 DIFF GALS..SOME LIED TO ME ..... SOME JUS IM NT COMFORTABLE WITH WHEN IM WITH DEM..
THERE ARE TWO GALS I MET UP WITH..I KINDA LIKE THEM BUT AFTER A FEW MEETINGS GT TO NOE THAT THERE WERE ENGAGED..HW DO I NOE?..THEIR FIANCEE CALLED ME N TELL ME..GD THING THEY WERE NT RUDE SO AFTER I WAS TOLD I JUST LEAVE THE GALS..GALS ARE ALL THE SAME..THEY ALWAYS SAYS THAT GUYS HAVE NO FEELINGS BT NEVER REALLI LOOK AT THEMSELVES..SOME JUS WANTS MONEY..SOME JUS FOR SEX..I JUS DONNO WHAT TO SAY ANIMORE..JUS WHEN WILL MY PRINCESS COME..
WHAT KINDA GAL I WANT?..A GAL THAT I FEEL COMFOTABLE WITH..
Y I NEVER GIVE CHANCE TO OTHER GALS?
LIKE THAT DAY I WAS TALKING TO HAIDIR DEN HE ASKED Y I NEVER WANT TO GIVE CHANCE TO OTHER GALS WHO LIKES ME..ITS NT THAT I DUN WANNA GIVE THEM THE CHANCE..BT MOST OF THE TIME I DUN HAVE THE HEART TO BE WITH DEM..NO MATTER HW HARD I TRIED..THINGS JUS WOULD NT WANT TO CHANGE..SOMETIMES THE GAL I LIKE I CANT HAV DEM..N THE GAL HU LOVES ME I DUN FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH HER..SO I WILL JUS HAV TO WAIT LA...

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